𝑰 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒆

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Beyoncé pov
"What makes you think that you're different from the rest of these hoes Bey?" Jay asked. "Bc I am Jay. & you know this. I don't understand why you had to cheat. I gave you everything & more." I said as he shook his head. "All women are the same. Quick fucks & nothing else. They don't give a fuck." He said as I scoffed. "You're right, THEY don't give a fuck, but I care. I loved you so much Jay. You were my best friend & husband all in one, but now I can't even look at you without wanting to kill you. I can't be here. This conversation isn't helping so I'll just leave. Have a great life Jay." I said grabbing my purse.

It's been 4 years since Jay & I divorced. I haven't talked or took anyone seriously since then. He was my first true love & he broke me down so bad, all bc i actually cared for him.

I've been called a bitch & bitter bc I don't give anyone the time of my day anymore. But oh well, can't trust nobody anyways. My best friend Kelly is always putting me up on blind dates & I always decline or just simply never show up. I tell her all the time that "I forgot."

Right now I currently have my own record label called "Parkwood Entertainment." It's a big deal in the music industry. A bitch make big money just by signing people & helping them make music. I create my own music also, but every since I put out my last album "Lemonade," I just don't have the energy to do it anymore.

I'm currently sitting at my work office in my house. I heard my phone ringing across the room so I groaned & got up. Can't be anyone other than Kelly. "Yes Kelly?" I asked as she giggled on the other side. "What are you up to today?" She asked as I sighed. "Nothing just checking a few emails concerning to my label. Why? What's up?" I said as I heard static in the background. "Oh sorry I dropped my phone but I already know you ain't doing shit so do you wanna hang out with me & my friends today?" She said as I thought on it for a minute. "Sure why not. I guess I could get out the house. Who's the friends tho?" I said. "They're foreign girls. There names are Nicki & Rihanna. They best friends but they cool as fuck. & you had no choose but to say yes bc I already told them you were coming. Nicki likes girls by the way, Rihanna is straight tho." She said as I nodded.

"Okay & what her being gay has to do with me?" I said as I heard her laugh. "You'll see when you meet her. I know you're a little bi-curious so I know y'all gone click." She said as I sighed. "Hm well just tell all my damn business then. But okay we'll see. What time should I be ready & where you wanna meet?" I asked. "Oh be ready at like 3 & meet us at the Galleria mall around 4." She said. Ugh it's already 2 something so I need to start now. "Okay I'll see y'all then. Bye I love youuuu." I said as she said it back & hung up.

Once I got done going through my emails, I went to my bathroom. I got bought this big ass house only for me to end up in it alone. I gotta look my best bc I haven't came out in a lil minute. I hope these bitches Kelly talking about ain't ugly, I can't be seen w ugly mfers.

It was hot as hell today in Houston, so I took another shower & put on some blue jean shorts that was ripped. I also put on a black graphic t-shirt. I fixed my hair & i put on deodorant, lotion, & perfume.

(Visual of what she's wearing)

Once I was ready, I grabbed my phone & my black mini purse & left. I called Kelly to let her know I was on the way there already.

When I got to the Galleria, I parked in a close by spot. I did not feel like doing all that damn walking in 90 degree weather. I sat in my car until Kelly let me know they were here.

I had my A/C blasting. My phone dinged multiple times & I frowned. What the fuck. I went to instagram to see I was in a group chat with Nicki, Rihanna, & Kelly.

@kellyrowland - y'all here? not you BB ik you there already

@nickiminaj- almost, rih is riding w me, I'm like 5 minutes away

I read the messages & clicked on their profiles. First I looked at Rihanna's. She's pretty as fuck but that forehead can be seen from miles away. She ain't my type tho, she look like she fuck w them light skin niggas with tattoos.

After I got off her page, I went Nicki's page. Damn she fine as fuck. I looked through most her photos & I almost liked one so I had to stop being nosy. I would def talk to her, but I gotta see what she like in reality. Looks can be very deceiving. She look thick as fuck too. Maybe Kelly as right, we might end up clicking quick.

I got off her page & went back to the group chat. 5 minutes had past & I still didn't see nor hear from them.

@beyonce- y'all here?

@nickiminaj- just got here, what car?

@beyonce- white dodge w a bumblebee on the back windshield 😭

@nickiminaj- I see you, we coming. Kelly is pulling behind me

@beyonce- okayy

I put my phone in my purse once I saw them pull up beside me. She had a light pink dodge, it's so pretty. I shoulda got that one but I love my car as it is. I hopped out to greet myself. I mean even though it's been a while, I'm not socially awkward I enjoy talking to certain people.

"Hii everyone im Beyoncé." I said as they side hugged me. "My best friend said you was fine." Rihanna said as I giggled & looked at Nicki. "Thank you. I think you're fine too." I said as she laughed. "Omg Rihanna shut uppp. But thank you Beyonce." She said as I nodded.

I heard Kelly cough & mumble "gay" as I looked over at her. "You gotta problem chocolate drop?" I asked as she shook her head & laughed. "Nope but it's hot & im ready to shop." She said as I nodded. We all walked in the mall & went our separate ways.

I went in Chanel first cause they had a new collection that just came out. "Hey can you reach that light pink bag for me?" I heard Nicki ask someone as he ignored her. I frowned & walked over to her. "Here I got it." I said getting the bag down for her. "Thank you." She said smiling as I nodded. "I know you fucking heard her. You deaf or some?" I asked the man who worked here as he just nodded.

Our eyes widened & I apologized. I heard Nicki giggle as we walked away. "We speak nothing of this." I said as she nodded. "Don't feel bad, he shoulda said something." She said shrugging as I just stared at her. "You a lil slow ain't ya? How he gone talk to us if he can't hear Nicki?" I said as she thought about it. We bust out laughing & looked around the store.

"You wanna shop for each other?" She suggested as I nodded. "Yeah I wanna see if I know your style. You look like you'd like the shit I would buy." I said as she shrugged. "I guess we shall see." She said as we walked out of Chanel & went into another store. Had me feeling bad for the man for nothing. She didn't buy the damn pink purse.