Once A Park : Love Again

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THIS IS NOT AN UPDATE BUT TAKE TIME TO READ BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I AM UPSET AND TIRED OF YOUR CONSTANT DEMANDS FOR AN UPDATE!!

FIRST I WON'T APOLOGIZE ANYMORE FOR NOT GIVING AN UPDATE FOR AWHILE. IF YOU READ THE MESSAGE THAT I LEFT IN MY WALL THEN PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND THAT THIS AUTHOR HAVE A LIFE TO LIVE AND WORK TO FOCUS TO. I GET IT THAT YOU LIKE THIS STORY AND HONESTLY IF I'M NOT THE AUTHOR OF THIS I WILL LIKE THIS STORY TOO. BUT PLEASE STOP DEMANDING TOO MUCH FROM ME LIKE I AM GETTING PAID FOR WRITING STORIES HERE! THIS IS JUST SOME SORT KIND OF A HOBBY. AND A HOBBY IS A THING YOU DO WHEN YOU GOT A FREE TIME. UNFORTUNATELY FOR ME , FREE TIME IS A LUXURY FOR NOW.

I DON'T HAVE TIME, ENERGY AND ASPIRATION TO WRITE THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW. WORK EATS MY WHOLE DAY AND WHEN NIGHT FALL, I LITERALLY CRAWL IN MY BED TO GET A MUCH NEEDED REST THAT EVEN I DID TRY TO WRITE I JUST ENDED UP FALLING ASLEEP, PHONE SMACKING MY FACE EVERY TIME. I NEED TO WORK EVEN ON MY DAY OFF TO SAVE MONEY. WHY??!! IT IS BECAUSE BAEKHYUN IS HAVING SOLO CONCERTS AND I DECIDED TO ATTEND TWO OF IT. ONE HERE IN HONG KONG AND ONE IN BANGKOK. NOW, YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW MUCH MONEY I NEED TO WORK MY LAZY ASS OFF JUST TO SEE BAEKHYUN TWICE! AND ONLY.. IF ONLY WATTPAD PAID ME FOR EVERY WORK I POST HERE MAYBE YOU DON'T NEED TO FUCKING REMIND ME TO GIVE AN UPDATE BECAUSE I WILL BE DILIGENTLY DOING IT WITHOUT A MISSED! BUT NOPE! NO ONE IS PAYING ME TO ENTERTAIN YOU GUYS SO THE LEAST YOU CAN DO IS TO WAIT OR JUST LOSE YOUR INTEREST IN MY WORKS. THAT I WILL UNDERSTAND.

I AM A READER TOO BEFORE I TRIED TO PUT MY IMAGINATION INTO WORDS. AND I HAVE READ FAIR AMOUNTS OF CHANBAEK FANFIC WHICH I THINK HALF WERE UNFINISHED, THOSE UNFINISHED WERE THE ONES WITH THE BEST STORY CONCEPTS BUT NEVER IN MY TIME AS A READER I DEMANDED FOR AN UPDATE OR AN EXPLANATION WHY SAID STORIES WERE LEFT UNFINISHED NO MATTER HOW GOOD THEY ARE. WHAT I DID IS I JUST WAIT IF THEY WILL PICK IT UP AGAIN OR FORGOT ABOUT IT ENTIRELY. WHO AM I TO JUDGE THEM, RIGHT? MAYBE THEIR REASONS ARE JUST LIKE MINE. TOO EXHAUSTED AND CAUGHT UP IN LIFE TO SIT DOWN AND CONTINUE WRITING. I RESPECT THEIR WORKS NONETHELESS.

ANOTHER THING.. AND THIS GOT ME THINKING A LOT. SOME OF YOU DEMANDED SO MUCH FOR AN UPDATE TO THE POINT THAT IT SOUNDS SO DESPERATE FOR A REASON I CANNOT COMPREHEND. I GOT IT. MY STORY IS INTERESTING AND SHIT BUT .. COME ON! IS MY STORY TOO GOOD THAT IT AFFECTED YOUR LIFE ALREADY? UNLESS.. OKAY. I KNOW IT IS NOT FAIR TO JUMP INTO ACCUSATIONS BUT APPARENTLY THIS SHIT HAPPENS HERE AND I WITNESSES IT MYSELF. YEAH. STEALING STORIES ARE COMMON HERE AND IT IS EASIER WHEN IT IS TRANSLATED IN OTHER LANGUAGES. THERE! I SAID IT! SOMEONE LEFT ME A MESSAGE ASKING PERMISSION TO TRANSLATE MY STORIES BUT AFTER NOT GETTING A RESPONSE FROM ME BECAUSE I WAS FUCKING BUSY, THE SAID MESSAGE WAS DELETED FROM MY WALL BUT LUCKILY I TOOK A SCREENSHOT OF IT. NOW IT BUGS ME . MAYBE SAID PERSON JUST SAID " FUCK IT " AND JUST TRANLATE MY STORIES WITHOUT MY PERMISSION THINKING I WOULD NOT KNOW ANYWAY. BUT HERE IS THE THING- I SWEAR TO HEAVENS AND IN MY FATHER'S GRAVE THAT EVERY IDEAS IN MY STORIES ARE ALL MINE. AND IT WILL REALLY PISSED THE BITCH OUT OF ME IF ANYONE ANYWHERE IN THIS PLANET OWN MY STORIES LIKE THEY'RE THE ONE WHO THOUGHT ABOUT IT. I WILL MAKE SURE MY FATHER WILL VISITS YOU IN YOUR DREAMS UNTIL YOU HAVE NIGHTMARES! SERVES YOU RIGHT FOR EVEN THINKING OF COPYING OR STEALING OTHER PEOPLE'S IDEAS AND STORIES. JUST KEEP READING IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO WRITE ONE. BECAUSE WRITING A STORY IS A LABOR OF LOVE.. IT'S NOT EASY SPECIALLY FOR AN AMATEUR AND BUSY PERSON LIKE ME. I WILL NEVER EVER TAKE IT AS A COMPLIMENT IF SOMEONE STEAL MY STORIES. SO, IF YOU HAPPEN TO STUMBLE MY STORIES IN ANY LANGUAGE THAT KNOWN TO YOU.. PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I DON'T GIVE ANYONE A PERMISSION TO TRANSLATE MY STORIES.

NOW, MAYBE YOU THINK THAT I GOT A TIME TO RANT HERE NOW ABOUT YOUR DEMANDS INSTEAD OF WRITING AN UPDATE, IT IS BECAUSE I AM TOO PISSED RIGHT NOW. I WILL UPDATE WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT OR SOMEONE FINALLY PAYS ME A DECENT AMOUNT OF MONEY FOR WRITING SHIT, UNTIL THEN PLEASE BE PATIENT AND LEAVE MY ASPIRING LAZY ASS OF AN AUTHOR IN PEACE!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

HATE ME AND MY STORIES OR NOT AFTER THIS RANT , I RESPECT YOUR DECISIONS BUT PLEASE RESPECT MY PHASE TOO AS AN AUTHOR BECAUSE THIS HOBBY IS NOT THE ONE PAYING BILLS AND FEED MY FAMILY.

AND FOR THE RECORD.. I AM NOT GOING TO DROP OR DISCONTINUE THIS STORY. NOT NOW.. NOT EVER!!

SIMPLY BECAUSE I LOVE CHANBAEK SO MUCH, I'M DOING THIS FOR THEM.

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS RANT! UPDATE MAY COME SOON OR NEXT MONTH.. WHO FUCKING KNOWS? MY MIND STILL IN CHAOS.

KEEP WELL AND SAFE ALWAYS.

YOUR ASSHOLE AUTHOR,

🍒 JD 🍓