Today she felt really low. For what reason she didn't know. Her sadness lay heavy beneath her skull. For this, her company was oh so dull.
It makes her ponder on the future. On whether this feeling will pass through her. Whether several more years are worth putting up with. Whether the happy days are all but a myth.
Because when there's no concrete reason. It's more worrying. It's concerning that this feeling is cemented in her being.
It's an internal fire without a cause. Provoking an overwhelming and real feeling pause. A pause engulfed in emptiness. That decimates any life meaning she had left.
It's a feeling of endorphin deprivation. Desperate to be taken out of this isolation. Craving for her sunshine spirit. It's usually there but today where is it?
