Unknow feelings

Freak forever

In work it went pretty good for me I could memorize perfectly three orders at the same time and manage to not make the costumers wait to much once done with work I buy some in a market near home and went to my apartment . Made myself some ramen and made my first homework , take a shower and went to sleep early the next day at school I went really early to my classroom and stay there I eat my breakfast and listen to some music took a nap when I felt someone poke my arm I open my eyes and look it was Kai he wink at me and went to his seat .. I sit straight and took my notebook out and start writing but then my eyes went to D.O lips again I kept taking a better look of them but suddenly he talked to me but he sounded annoyed " do you like my lips that much?" he asked to me as he writes in his notebook " uh?!! what?" I ask babbling like a dumb troll he looked at me with death eyes and kept writing I got more frozen than an ice cube his eyes where cold and dark like if he where evil somehow I try to grab my pencil but felled I try to lean a bit still in the seat when I almost grab it my seat slip and I fell hurting my hand "DAMN IT " I shout and everybody start to laugh I stod up and fix my seat " are you fine?" my professor asked me " Neh" I say and sit nervously from my backpack I took out some pills and water bottle and drink two pills Kai looked at me and made sings with his hand asking me if I was fine I nod and smile a bit and kept writing . In the hall of the school I was in my locker rubbing my hand in pain I hurt it a bit bad when a pair of hands start giving them massage I look and it was Xiumin Oppa " why not going to the nursery?" he ask to me giving to my hands a good massage " have classes .." I said looking down embarrassed his hands where warm and soft " better?" he asked me again " de.. Kamnsahmida" I say and smirk letting my dimple notice " jaaa koi " he said squeezing my cheeks " AISH ande" I say and wave his hands out of my face and make my way to P class .

I change my clothes in the P class uniform ( sweater and sweat pants) I start to do the 3 laps and went for some water for accident I split water in the back of a black hair boy he stood up and look at me mad he was tall as hell " YAH!! you.. stop being stupid and dumb and do things right .. aishh now that I think freaks always do everything wrong " he shout at me and everybody start to laugh because he call me freak I look down and try to excuse myself but I was so nervous I start to babbling " you know what just shut up you troll" he say to me and walk away I just sit and pour water to myself like a idiot " jaja you feeling hot?" Kai asked me smiling with a little towel around his neck " umm yeah " I said and giggle a bit " I want to fart " said the boy with big ears " jaja Chanye ew " Kai said "y-your name is Chanye?" I ask to the red hair guy " nah my name is Chanyeol..you're the dummy of the classroom right?" he asked me " yeah" I said looking down " heey Chanye Jebal some manners .. her name is Bong" Kai say to Chanyeol " ah jaja miahne oh um if you want to survive here please try to not mess with Kris" he said and look away " kris?" I ask him " yep ( tild the p ) that's Kris the most popular boy of school" Kai confirm me I nod and with my eyes look for the owled guy ... Found it , he was doing some squads with a girl of my classroom he looked so energetic and tired awe I wish I could handle him so water ... ah that's it I grab a bottle and walk towards him " here you look tired " I said gently when the P professor shout at D.O " Hey YOU D.O 20 more squads for stopping " , D.O sight annoyed and look at me mad " you freak thanks to you I got more squads NEGA I dint ask you nothing" D.O told me angry .. my lips start to shake and tears came to my eyes I just slam the water against the floor and ran away . I sit on the floor in the hall and contain myself for not crying when I hear screams in the school court at the back I run to see what was happening at it was Kai grabbing D.O by the collar of his shirt I ran towards them to hear better " YAH you better control yourself " kai shouted to D.O but he dint answer him he just move away Kai's hands when he saw me he gave me again his death eyes and walk away " This is the first time Kai got mad at D.O ... and everything because of YOUR FAULT " Kris said to me mad " M-m-mianhe never meant this to happen" I said looking down " If a sorry would fix everything then why the laws and police exist" he say and leave my heart got hurt like a train " don't worry D.O got the fault " Kai say to me placing his hand on my shoulder " just don't " I say and run away , running in the hall I bumped with Oppa who was eating some cookies " hey wha... what happened why you look sad " Xiumin Oppa asked me I just hug him and burry my face on his chest so he won't notice I almost cry he just hug me and place his head on top of mine after that I thanked him and went to my classroom in English class I start doing my work at my laptop and dint turn to see D.O I felt he was looking at me but dint mind " hey.. look at me " D.O say poking my arm " shut up please " I said angry feeling my blood boiling " Hey look me " he said again " for fuck sakes shut the hell up" I bad mouthed looking him straight to his eyes turn to my laptop and keep with my work his face was surprised about my reaction... he cant expect me to be gentle after what he did to me " hey you Freak... pass me the book " Kris say to me but I ignore him he called me but I keep ignoring him until a girl grab arm " hey don't ignor" I interrupt her by holding tightly her hand so tight she start wailing in pain "Don't touch me again or otherwise I will break each of your plastic Barbie bones " I said squeezing her hand " apayo apayo (hurts hurts) okay I got it let me go" the girl say and I let go her hand and keep on my work Kris face was choke by my reaction towards her after classes finally time to go I was the first one leaving the classroom .