Unknow feelings

Flowers for Omma

Mushu for the first time got a grooming by my besttie Chanyeol my dog now looks amazing and his furry is soft and shinier .  Drag my puppy to the park so he could play when my phone start ringing I look the screen and dint recognized the number I answer " Yeoboseoyo?" I ask ..my heart beat fast as my lips , hands and cheeks start shaking I nod and hung up gulped and sit on the floor ... Omma ..my mummy has died today . I took my dog home dress myself in a black dress with black shoes and went to the funerary my Dad and family where all in tears but my dad was heartbroken in is eyes I could see how hurt he was , I tried to hug him but he dint let me he just keep hugging a photo of my mother as tears came down his eyes finally Xiumin arrived he run to me and pulled me in a hug I hug him back almost to cry  but dint wanted to after an hour my uncle and aunt came to me and told me where and what hour will be the burial  I nod and walk away with Xiumin "I'm sorry for your mother " he say still hugging me " I'm okay Oppa Kumao for being here" I say and kiss his cheeks he kiss my hands and smile letting me notice his pinky chubby cheeks " Jebal don't cry arasso?" he say to me I nod and walk with him .  Once in home I sit on the carpet in the living room and let my puppy lick my face ...I felt empty she left so soon she wont see me get married and have my first baby .. I wanted to do so much with her I leave the house but wasn't because house problems well it was one of the reasons but still, a heart attack? she was young and healthy ... I pated my dog and keep trying to feel strong tomorrow it will be worse . The burial of Omma was full of tears ,sobs , gasps and my dad screaming sad " Don't worry he will be with me arasso? bongi " my uncle told me he will take care of my dad my aunt tried to make him feel better but failed Oppa was really sad my grandma was destroyed and cousins too , I walk a bit away getting apart from them when a pair of arms pulled me turn me around facing someone's chest and hug me tight " It's me ..please feel free to cry no one will know " I recognize D.O voice and start crying as he buried his face in my soft hair and let my cry , suddenly the skies got gray and drops start falling with him holding hands we walk to my mom grave I kiss and place her favorite blue orchids beside her grave and cry a bit more "Omma... forgive me if I ever did something wrong make you mad and upset you...Jebal Maihne" I say breaking in tears and sobs when D.O open an black umbrella and help me to stand up " Miss.. I dint have the chance to meet you but ..please rest in peace I will take care of Bong I know she's dumb and clueless but she got an amazing heart and beautiful feelings and manners ..I promise I will care her " D.O say placing a red rose beside my flowers I hug him and cry a bit more his words touched me . The sadness was killing me D.O took me to his house he dint wanted to leave me alone as I stare at the rain by the window D.O sit by my side with two cups of coffee "can't ask you to stop being sad but try to ignore this it will be better she's better" he say and staying silence he was a man of lesser words when we finish drinking our coffee I notice that he seem mysterious and nervous he dint looked me I look aside when he pulled me from my waist wraps his arms around me burry his face in my neck and we stood like that "please let me stay like this" he say as I felt shivers in my skin because his warm minty breath . D.O parted apart after few minutes of us being like that he grab my hand and make me follow him upstairs handle me warm clothes , after both of us changed he turn off the T.V and lay on the bed "come" he say opening his arms I walk sheepishly to him and get in the bed he pull me for a hug and I lean my head on his comfy chest , wrapped in his arms he lean his head on mine and start rubbing up and down my back comforting me "sleep bong I'll be here when you wake up" he say and keep , I felt my cheeks on fire of embarrassment me here with D.O CUDDLING (waah so cute ommo! ) a warm tear slip in my cheek and I fall asleep feeling his heart beating with mine in symphony.