All these days I had to worry about you
I had to think about the things that could happen once it's over for this family
Live in the fear of losing you
Addiction took you from me
Being attracted to losing your money
Our family died slowly
Even though I thought we'd be perfect for life
When you realize how it all went down
And you can't turn the time around
Will you feel sorry for not fighting?
Will you love me again like you did?
When you realize my mom was the one
And you feel your heart break all in one
Will you feel the love you've never felt?
Feeling sorry for not being her husband?
You were supposed to be my hero, not my worry
Remember when we played, we seemed so happy
Can you see that I'm reminiscing dad?
Head of the family, you could've been
Trying to understand why you'd choose it over me
The help was there, reach with your hands for it
I get it: addiction made you numb
this is it.
