Embracing The new Beginnings..✔️.........

Chapter 55

Sandhya pov-

3 months later ......

It's been 3 months since I am here in Shimla.
I cried a lot when he left but consoled myself thinking I will return soon after spending some time with my parents and Shrishti.

He never called me after going back to Delhi and would reply to my text if it's really necessary.
He asked them to let me stay here for a few  months  . Shrishti and My parents were happy too as they really wanted me to be with them .

But what about me .....
I know why he is doing this ....I have hurt him really bad but why can't he understand that I can't live without him and Amu ...

About my baby ....she missed me a lot initially and used to cry for me but he then asked Dad and Maa to not let Amu talk to me over the video call as she would start crying seeing me over the phone.

Now only I get to see her over the video call but I don't talk to her . She often asks about me but then Vardhan has told her that I am busy with something really important and it's necessary for me to stay here .
I miss her way too much . I wish to hug her , kiss her , play with her and listen to her talks .
She is my baby too....he can't just separate me from my baby like that.

Our families think that everything is fine between us and I am here in Shimla willingly.
Maa although wanted me to come back to Delhi after a month but Vardhan somehow managed to convince her otherwise.

Vaani Di , Akshita and Vedika call me often to know about my health but I couldn't share my pain with anyone....

It's been so long since I saw him , touched him , and heard him .....
I mask my sorrows in front of my family but when I am alone .....I cry for him, I long for him ....
This distance is becoming unbearable for me now .....

There are people to take care of me but I only want him . I know I deserve this but I can't this anymore....
I know he is hurt but he can't just abonden me like this .

I would earn his forgive once I will be there with him otherwise this distance will only deepen the crack in our relationship.

Diiiiii.... Shrishti called me entering the room and I wipped my tears immediately.
Kya hua ....I asked with a smile as she sat beside me excitedly.

Ye dekho Maa ne chotu baby k liye sweater banaya hai ....how cute it is .......She said showing me the handmade sweater that maa weaved for the baby .

I just couldn't wait to hold the little prince or princess .....aapko kya lagta hai ...it's boy or a girl .....She asked me .

I am happy in both ...but I want it to be a boy as my Amu wants a baby brother .....I said remembering Amu's wish to have a brother .

Hmmm and what about Jiju what he wants ....she asked me and My eyes teared up on his mention.
He wants a girl......I whispered remembering our conversation during the initial days of my pregnancy where he expressed how he wants another girl so that she would also love him more just like Amu .

He even bought many clothes from Kerala for a baby girl ....I told her and she laughed.
Shrishti was depressed initially but with our support she is recovering from the heart break .
She apologized to me after knowing the truth and was very ashamed of trusting a stranger over her family and I could feel that as I am dealing with the same feeling.

In the evening....
We were having our evening snacks chatting as usual ...
I got a video call from Dad and I picked it up immediately.

Maa and Dad both were sitting in the lawn and Amu was playing with Vihaan .
Chachuuuuuuuu Noooo.....she giggled loudly as he tickled her .
I chuckled too seeing my girl laughing.