It's been awhile since I thought of you
now I dont even ask why
it's been pretty lonely up here
way too much time to think
they get louder each night I can't go to sleep
they keep me up all night singing their songs..
but they lose their melody once the others wake up.
Can't control the anymore they control me
but it's alright because
I dont mind....
I confessed my pain earlier today
I got called messed up she called it
"issues" and laughed it off
it was my mistake I shouldn't have talked.
My skin is so soft
makes it tempting at night
to see it break
and cry it's scarlet rain
see it drip the agony out
of my skin.
But it's been awhile since i thought of you
so Ill gift you this night..
remember when we used to be fine?
it was so easy to be you
honestly...
it was so easy to live.
This particular nights are harder to stand
the missing you...
the missing.. me...
makes the wounds burn
and the chanting my faith.
