This is an OC x Canon
If you don't like, don't read, please and thank you-
-also to mention this is a side project,,kinda?- idk if to call it that, basically there is a guild thingy going on that Al and Ray created (mainly Ray? I think, cudos to her, love it)
And hence she isn't fan of canon x oc which is completely understandable, I decided to do my own lil thing
OC! Raviel x Yamitsu
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The bitter cold made my skin ache..
It was the day we met.
For the very first time...
My mind was filled with nothing but numbness,, can I call it that?.
Is it how we say it..?
This language is interesting,,
I remember cold.. nothing but it..
Didn't I say this already?..
How can I say this.. it makes no sense to me.. I remember nothing, but..we met that day, I am sure of it.
.
Are you?
Laying there in the snow, for days, damaged my feathers greatly,, making me unable to fly even if I'd pray..
He picked me up, held me closely in his arms,,
He could have left me there..
Ending my misery..
I still find it strange how I survived out there that long
You shouldn't..
We were wary of eachother, two strangers, having no will to trust, yet having no other option to survive.
He lived in no home,, it was a simple camp in the woods,, there was less snow, somehow.
Less cold ..
Even with no desire to keep physical contact, we had no choice but to keep on it to get by in the freezing nights..
His embrace was warm.. wasn't it?
We soon moved, as soon as I somewhat recovered.. we couldn't stay there for long, snow storm was approaching fast,,
We couldn't separate even if we wanted to..
..well we could..but for some reason he would not let me leave
..
He did not seem to care, yet he did not want me to wander off alone..
He did not seek more blood on his hands.
Soon we stumbled upon ruins,, a castle of a sort.. mansion,, it seemed comfortable enough for the time being.
For many moons we stayed together, growing more attached by the day..
I tended to his injuries even if he insisted he was fine..
He seeked food for us..that was the least I could do..
The fire was beautiful.. flames dancing in the dead of the night, light cracking of the wood as it's music..
We danced.. like two flames, growing closer together, needing eachother to bloom..
The fire was our music..
He has a majestic singing voice..
Many times he sang me to sleep..
Some times at nights, he would lay on my lap as I would sing back to him, for as he did to me..
His hair was very soft.
We were inseparable.
However..
One day we realized it as well..
How close we became..
The look in his eyes..
I hated it..
It was so warm..
..
I hated it..
I despised it.
I couldn't..
I had to say goodbye..
One time this look has shattered me..
I cannot let it happen again..
No risks ..
I cannot take them..
It's too soon..
With a pressing guilt on my heart I have fled that night..
We danced..
He sang to me..
"Just give me one more night
Hold me like you're still mine.."
It's like he knew..
"Hold me for right now,
Before you leave me.."
I'm sorry..
"I know it's gonna hurt, watching your footsteps turn.."
"Love me for right now, before you leave me.."
His lips almost met mine that night..the night he sang to me..
I hesitated..
I did not wish to shatter his heart further..
The warmth in his eyes..
..
.
It made my breath disappear the moment I witnessed it just a moment ago..
..it has been a year, Yamitsu..
..."why are you in Atlantide?.."
