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He found me

This has become my life now coming beach with my daughter and my best friend Lee ,Lee has a big support of me he like a uncle to Lilly he looks after her when I go to work, I work in a little coffee shop it's like what I used to do but I need a fresh start make a life here which my daughter.ive been working so much last few days we have been short staff so I decided to help them out but I got home after 7.
"Hey lee was she good thank you again for watching her for me you have being a star we both love you so much" I say to Lee when I walk through door
"Hey hunny she's been perfect as usual don't thank me that's what uncles are for anyway you look tired ,why don't you relax Lilly asleep you have been work so much" he says to me
"I Might take walk along beach I feel like I need the beach today this has been a rough day today are you sure your ok watching her for longer" I say to him looking very drained
" of course I live here too I take responsibility for you both your both are my family plus today is hard for you I know ,take your time I'm here for you" he says while kisses my cheek
Once I said thank you 1000s of times to Lee he pushes me to get changed then I'm headed to the beach.Today is 5 years since I left the man I loved he cheated on me 5 years ago.

I'm walking along the beach I decide sit down looking towards the ocean I love it here it's so calming and peacefully.I love the ocean the sound of the waves ,the nice breeze the feelings of sand between my toes ,it's just perfect any beach or ocean is perfect it is my happy place well it was intill I met him.
Suddenly I feel like I'm day dreaming but I see the same eyes I fell in love with,the same eyes once maybe feel I had everything in world made be feel like I had purpose in life,the same eyes that made safe,but same ones that though that loved me back.I Starr at these beautiful grey eye just thinking he was here that we were a happy family.i snap out my dream and realized that wasn't a dream he was right in front of be glaring at me.

What was really expecting? A warm welcome a kiss and make up ,let back together he wreck us I decide to put myself first and left him with speaking to him.i packed up left him left my home my job my family my sister and my friends because what he did to me.
I get up and don't even look at him run as fast as I can back home but he catch up to me in seconds lifts me up and hugs me.well I was expecting that for a split second I hug him back then I come back to normal.
I start shouting at him
"PUT ME DOWN NOW AND GO BACK WHERE YOU COME FROM ALEX,GO BACK YOUR HAPPY LIFE LEAVE ME ALONE " I shout at him
As he put me down he says "So in 5 years the first time you see me again you run and shout at me I see a lot has changed cupcake"he winks at me
When he called me cupcake I felt my heart just stoped I haven't heard that in 5 years.
"Don't!,a lot has changed you don't know me anymore so leave me alone Alex go home" I say
"You want me go home but I am now finally ,you are my home you left me but I found you now I'm home cupcake"
" Alex listen you have really understand that I'm not that girl that I was 5 years ago when we broke up,I've moved on with my life and don't tell you haven't I've seen the papers with girls with you I'm happy for you but now you need go back home leave me to my life where I was happy" I say to him
"THATS BULLSHIT!! Lee finally phone me yesterday told me you where here and we both need talk because it's been 5 years we both need closure and move on but I say put behind us once we have talk he said you haven't been yourself and I know I haven't been myself without you so cupcake what do say let talk" he says to while trying to come closer to me

Why has Lee phoned him he is suppose be my best friend he be rock to me and my daughter I don't know what I would of done without him but now he phoned Alex the person who I can't be around and now at risk of my daughter finding out her father is her what do I do now what do I do

"Alex stop say there and listen to me we don't need talk I don't understand why Lee has called you I am happy in my new life away from you ,you wrecked my life so please just leave "I say

"After you left me not broke with me you left I was around Logan house I went to find you left me no note all you things were gone you left me you left your family your friends.i looked day and night for you everywhere I was heartbroken your sister was heartbroken so was your best friend my sister you didn't say goodbye to anyone just left us al.We didn't know if you was safe where you were I was so worried but like you said we couldn't find because you didn't want to be found.You put me through hell trying find you we were happy I didn't wreck anything i have moved on and don't believe what you see in the paper it's not true it's photoshopped trust me ,I don't understand why you left me your were my world my everything please cupcake explain to me why did you leave me alone ? He says to me with tears in his eyes
"Trust you you must be kidding how can I trust you hurt me most ,I was romantic night in Logan was keeping out house while I was setting everything up we were suppose going to restaurant before the big surprise I had for you but when I came to get you from Logan he let me in I seen you and Katie ,how could this to me to your best friend sleeping with his sister you didn't love me like I loved you you broke my heart you broke us so don't tell me you didn't know I left ,you knew it and you knew why you never loved me if you could do that to me I hate you so much you broke me I am not myself I haven't been for 5 years now please leave me alone" I say walking away with tears running down my face