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The truth

As I walk up to the house crying my eye out I've not cry like this since that day but now since him blame me it's all coming back how dare blame me he broke us he broke everything.
"Hunny what wrong ? Lee said with worry in his eyes
Lee leave me alone I love you but this is your fault why did you phone Alex tell him where I am I am happier here now that wrecked I can't go anywhere he will find me" I say
"Sophie listen to me it's time for both to talk you wasn't going phone it's be 5 years your not happy you love him he loves you you have daughter together he need know his daughter I love you but I'm not sitting by letting you destroy yourself anymore listen to him just try and listen that all I'm saying" Lee says as kiss my cheek and go to bed
Doorbells ring and it's Alex I let him in I decide to listen but then he can go.
"I'm sorry please let me explain myself I would never cheat on you" he says

" please don't tell me lies I just want truth and I know what that it but listen to what have to say but just tell me truth I need to finally move and let you go" I say

" I promise you I'm going tell you everything but I didn't cheat it was misundertanding cupcake.so as you know I was at Logan we were in the games room we playing the Xbox and I was talking to him about how much I love you but he had phone call  it was his mom so he had take it.so decide I was going wring you but I stop by Katie and her friend she enter the games room and locked the door.i ask why you locked the door she removed all of her clothes and said she want me nothing going get in way her friend outside the door,I told her that wasn't instreasted  I love my girlfriend Sophie so I go up but she pushed me down and kissed me I push her back and Logan came in he told me she high off drugs told her to go to her room his mom phoned him told she escaped as as she was obsessed with me she was trying split us up but guess what she did look at us now I promise this is truth" he says look right in my eyes
I don't know what believe I think he is telling me the truth I can't tell in eyes it's truth but do I want to forgive him he still broken us.
"I think that I trust you but I won't forgive you we need more..... I say when my daughter comes down
"Mommy I had bad dream can i sleep with you " Lilly says
Shit shit shit hopefully he didn't hear her I need to  get him out quick

"Erm yes darling just go lie in mommy's bed I'll be up soon " I say
"Ok mommy but why is daddy here he upset you I will get uncle Lee" she runs off
Now I have to explain this to him I have no way getting out of this I turn wrong to face him with shocked face him just looking me but don't how to start this shit shit
" erm Soph...I mean cupcake how do is that little girl" he says
"If asking is she your then answer is yes she is your she's  4 nearly 5 I've only ever been with you nobody else" I say
" she looks like you but she has my hair color and my chin ,what's her name and why didn't you tell me why did you leave me with our daughter just why" he says with tears
" Alex her name is Lilly-rise Jackson ,that day I left was day I as going tell you I was pregnant but I didn't think you would want us I though you didn't love me I though you cheated me so I ran I left you ,she knew who you were I told her about you gave her photos of you always told her about" I say crying
I walk out of kitchen in the living room I sit by fire place put knees to my chest and head down crying.i hear him come closer to me and bends down and pulls me to his chest and whispers to me
" I'm sorry love I understand now this isn't your fault you were protecting our daughter I love you I always have always will please forgive me and come home to me as a family I want to start fresh I want to get to know you again and I want to know Lilly-rose Jackson I can't believe you named her after my mom and give her my last name I love you cupcake" says
" of course I named her what we agree on and she's your daughter too I wasn't going keep away from you forever I just wasn't ready but now I know I should stayed and told I should of fighted for us I forgive you Alex " I say
He kisses my forehead next thing I know I fall asleep in his arms with man I've always loved.