Hello friends and happy April!
So a few things about this book.
So if you saw, this book is marked as mature.
The reason?
Well this book is going to have a lot of dark mentions regarding mental health. It's also will have violence, very strong language. And gore
This is just a heads up. I know some people are in fact sensitive to these kinds of stuff so if you are sensitive I suggest not reading.
But I am happy to announce this release of the book
This story's main focus is on Poland and Germany
And the struggles Poland will face as his best friend pushes him away.
Spoilers: from chapter 2 (but these sentences will be explained further into the book)
"He said things to me I never imagined him saying"
(Chapter 2 spoilers)
"Am a bad friend....is he right...am I just a worthless piece of garbage that deserves no life? What am I in this world....why am I alive.....how am I alive....i wasted so many years of my life alive...im so sick of this"
-Poland
Quick heads up. Don't let this book chose your lifestyle I don't want to set any triggers.
Of course this is all made up.
I don't want you to think these thoughts about yourself because it's written in a book.
So again, THIS BOOK WILL HAVE DARK MENTAL HEALTH MENTIONS AND IN ORDER TO NOT SET OFF TRIGGERS, DO NOT READ. Unless you are absolutely certain you can handle it please don't read if you're sensitive to these topics, which again includes:
-violence
-blood
-mental health
-suicidal thoughts
-SH (self harm)
-strong language
-suicide attempts
I care deeply about all of you guys but I ask one thing, yes, this is a story about mental health and stuff but I ask is please don't comment anything about your mental state. I know some people might relate but please, it worries me way more when it's an actual real live person struggling to cope with their mental health, I'm not saying I don't care I'm just saying please don't comment stuff like this.
So that's just a quick heads up.
Oh and a few rules
-(as already mentioned) no commenting about your mental health, even if you relate. Sorry
-don't be weird, no sexual mentions in comments
-sorry if some of these ships piss you off but don't be rude about anything, will it hurt me? Probably not but will you get blocked? Yea :)
-no hate towards me or anyone else (in comments)
-no SMUT
-and most importantly, this book is my original work. ABSOLUTELY NO STEALING. Translations may be approved only with my permission and I must be heavily credited
The languages that will be permitted for translation of my book are the following.
-Spanish
-German
-Russian
-polish
-Greek
-French
-mandarin/Chinese
-Japanese
-Korean
-Serbian
-Turkish
-Bengali
-Hindi
-Urdu
-Tagalog
I tried to make the list as long as possible, but these are the only approved languages. You can request languages in my DM's or message board.
I don't really like to go into full detail when it comes to self harm but....well this story is a sad /dark one so I will be going into a lot of detail.
Quick heads up: I am not responsible for setting off any triggers you have by reading this, if you didn't want to listen to the warnings, that's your fault not mine. I hate to say it but it's true sorry.
Stay tuned. I'll see you tomorrow at for the first chapter at 2:00pm EST (11:00am PST)
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Fanfiction"Germany...where are you now" 2 childhood best friends who experience a down fall in their friendship. Germany is a hard working person and the busier he got the more he blocked people out even his own friends and family. Poland is a shy spirit. Ge...
