Kidnapped by Sleeping With Sirens

❤ Chapter 20 ~ ❤

Kellin's POV-

Everything started going downhill after Alex left. I lost control of my life. The band broke up, and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now. When I really need someone the most, I'm left alone with my thoughts.

I wish she still remembered about me. But she doesn't, I was asked what I wanted for Christmas once. I think as you get older your Christmas list becomes smaller and smaller and the things you want for the holidays the most can't be bought.

Its been 5 years since the day Alex left. I never stopped seeing her though. I watched her get a job the second year after she left and that's the same year she started dating again.

Seeing someone slowly lose interest in you is probably one of the worst pains. Especially when you never stopped loving them. But this is what I wanted, she deserves someone better than me. Better than the monster that I am.

It just hurts, every time they hug and kiss...have you ever felt alone in a sea of people?

But this is what monsters deserve right? The worst kind of pain. No one really knows what pain is. But pain is just weakness escaping the body.

So when it comes down to it. I'm going to be able to take any pain. What do you do when all the pain drains out of you? Sometimes its good, only when you find happiness right after.

But what happens when all the pain is drained out of you. And the cause of all the pain was all your happiness slowly being taken from you?

Your emotionless. The only way I would make sure I was still alive was from all the pain I would feel. But now, I don't know how to tell.

There was a little hope that she would come back. But after 5 years passed and seeing her happily with someone else the last 3 years. Your hope starts to disappear little by little.

Today is their 4th year anniversary. Which of course makes today out 6th year anniversary. Six years since she seen me. Six years....

Right now I'm not sure where there at. They probably have plans for dinner or something. But I always come to the tree where I found her that one night, before I set her free.

I come here at 9pm every year on the same day. This tree. Its a perfect shade of blue tonight. The crickets chirping and the other noises of the park filled the air. My mind was wondering off, I've never heard silence quite this loud before.

I set Alex free, I'm still waiting for her to come back. I have nothing to live for anymore. The only thing that is keeping me alive is waiting for her to come back.

When the last day i get to live on this earth comes, I'll have my answer. If she never comes back...she was never mine to keep.

I heard a noise. The noise of the dead leaves being moved around. Most likely a squirrel running back to its family in its tree.

It scared me half to death when I heard a voice call out my name. I voice that I recognized but forgot how it sounded being this close to me.

I turned around and saw her standing in front of me. She came back...she's mine to keep...I started to feel something inside me I thought I lost forever. Happiness.

Her beautiful perfect self was in front of me, making eye contact. Her lip's moved, saying something I never though I would hear her say again, "Kellin?"

The End❤❤❤

Sorry it took longer to update since I was suppose to update earlier. But I came up with this ending. I didn't want a predictable chapter, so I made the ending like this. Its obvious they live happily ever after now. Since she came back to him and now she is his to keep. But I worked a lot in this chapter and hope you enjoyed it. I'm currently working on a bunch of fanfictions right now so check out my profile if your interested in reading some more stories witten by me? Vote and Comment???

Comment if you enjoyed the book ?? Well...see you guys I'm going to set you free now. If you guys come back then your mine. ❤

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