I wish I knew to whom I'm writing this; I wish that someone understands it, and sometimes they feel it too. I wish to think that what. I wish to believe my words are right, and that they won't vanish into the night. I wish everything else rhymed, I wish there was momentum and life in this. I wish I hadn't deleted that line from here. I wish I didn't feel so lost. I wish I could believe that dreams come true. I wish there was still hope or faith within me. I wish I would try to do anything. I wish anyone would read this. I wish no one would read this. I wish I didn't know they'll read it anyway. I wish there wasn't so much momentum in this. I wish I had never written poems. I wish I had never talked to you. I wish I hadn't believed that you loved. I wish I didn't think we made a mistake. I wish I could finally stop. I wish you wouldn't misunderstand. I wish at least I understood what I'm saying. I wish I knew why I do what I do. I wish you knew why I do what I do. I wish I could let go of anyone. I wish I didn't want someone else already. I wish this poem didn't turn out this way. I wish I could express all this without inspiration hitting me halfway through being drunk. I wish I didn't have to censor before sending it to you. I wish I could deny that it's about you. And I wish the words hadn't run out.
