*_Bad Blood_*

*_BadBlood_*-Part Three (3)

*Kate's Dark Past*
*Beware foul language alert*

"NO! STOP! IT HURTS! HELP ME ANYONE PLEASE!" I begged for help

"HAHAHA , Who would help you?, Your So Fat And Ugly Definitely No One Likes You! NEVER THEY WILL!" Girls Laughter at the background

"PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE, I DID NOTHING WRONG! PLEASE!" I shouted pleading for them to leave me alone...

"OHH boohoo please don't act so innocent! BITCH! We all know you like Nicolas! That's why your willing to do anything to make him caught his attention to you! Such slut you are!" One of them shouted

NO!!! ITS NEVER BEEN LIKE THAT I DIDN'T DO SUCH THING HIS BULLYING ME! I SWEAR I'M NOT FLIRTING WITH NICOLAS, AND I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO INTENTION OF LIKING HIM EVER! WHY WOULD I GO SUCH LENGTHS FOR HIM TO NOTICE ME! "I shouted at the top of lungs, tears rolling down my face."

He bullies me!, i swear i never looked at him that way! Please let me go! I'm innocent i swear i never ever will like him ever!!!!! I pleaded

But they ignored my pleading and began pulling my hair and shouting mean words to me.

I was punched pushed around like a ball , I'm feeling helpless suffocated no one there to stand up for the right... No one dared... I didn't dare i hated my self for being such a coward i knew the only thing to do is for me to stand up for my self as i know that no one would do that for me.

I wanted to stand up for myself i really really really wanted to fight back but i was to weak ... my legs can't seem to stand, I was a coward... I just want to die on that very spot!

Someone entered the room that was my chance to escape! I quickly scrambled to take my belongings, sobbing while running out of the room.

I ran as fast as my legs could take me, i remembered laughter and giggling when i was running far far away from them that horrible laughter will haunt me forever ! "I can never erase that memory it will torment me forever."

I remembered on that same week locking myself in my room not bothering to go out to eat nor to talk to anyone about what happened to me at school. "I'm so embarrassed , I just want to disappear."

I blamed my self "It's my fault its my fault its my fault if i wasn't fat and hideously looking they would have been friends with me!!"

I remembered how much i prayed to god to help me change myself! I hated my body! I hated my face! I hated everyone! I hated my self for being ugly! I hated my self for being unpopular!

I wished every single day that I hope I would magically become skinny and beautiful having lots of friends around me smiling and having fun together, I wanted that kind of life so bad I will do anything to change my life! No Matter What!

My aunt came back from London together with a beautiful girl named Sarah she's my cousin, same age as me, bright , cheerful a total opposite of me i was envious of her, I want to be just like her!

I knew i'm gonna be held back another year if i still keep on refusing to go to school my parents keep on insisting for me to go to school but it was a straight rejection from me i yelled at them and I really regretted that But I couldn't help it im just to depressed. "I'm not blaming them why i am like this shit just happens."

Every single night was a struggle for me to sleep, I remembered how much i keep on thinking should i just commit suicide, I've done Self-Mutilation to my self but the pain was never gone it still hurts that memory kept on repeating and repeating like it was my favorite music. "No one really notice my scars as i'm always wearing long sleeves to cover it up..."

Until one day I've decided that today was going to be the last day of my life, i was 100% sure i am ready for this, I was determined to do this, living in this world is too much for me to handle.

I've been thinking and thinking should i do this? Will it be better for me? Will the pain will stop?

I've Prepared the things i needed like Rope, Chair and even decided where I'm going to hang my self which is the living room,I planned it out carefully hoping it would work.

I wrote letters for my love ones, tears rolled down in my face as i wrote down telling them how sorry i am that i cannot cope in this cruel world and wanting to be gone. I wrote down the whole situation about why i'm going to suicide.

"I actually don't want to leave this world but i can't take it anymore i feel so disgusted the longer i stay here, the only choice is for me say farewell to this horrid world."

I roam around the house making sure there is no one home and it's only me i don't want them to witness my death, all was clear no sight of anyone at home.

I began to proceed with my plan i placed the rope up in the ceiling, placed a chair right underneath that rope, and i stood up on the chair i can feel my legs shivering.

" I thought this was going to be more easier than expected but it wasn't."

I can feel my body refusing to do this, i had chills behind my back.

I began slowly placing the rope under my head, I adjust it tightly around my neck making sure that when i drop my body , I will began to choke without the rope slipping out of my head.

I closed my eyes, I'm sorry Dad Mom , I'm sorry, I had not been a good daughter to both of you , How pathetic and cowardly I am. I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH, I'M REALLY SORRY!

I jumped and kicked the chair i'm stepping on, i began to choke my legs were struggling in the air.

I'm losing air , I can hardly breathe i started gasping for air but it doesn't seem to work. I know any moment now i'm going to die, I began to squeal i feel little droplets of tears dropping down my face , I'm beginning to feel weak very weak, I gradually stopped struggling and gave up slowly surrendering to my death.

"KATEEEE!!!", I could hear Sarah shouting and freaking out, as my eyes start to little by little closing.

Sarah: "KATE! NO U CAN'T DIE NOOO! I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING! I NEED TO HELP HER, I throwed the groceries on the floor" My hand struggling in fear, I ran to the kitchen madly fidgeting around to find a knife to cut the rope, I sprint back to the living room quickly grabbing the chair that was on the floor, stood up on it and quickly without hesitation hurriedly cutting the rope.

Sarah: "KATE STAY WITH ME PLEASE STAY WITH ME! DONT DIE ON ME PLEASE!!"
I sobbed while cutting the rope, finally!! It felt like forever!

I hastily unravel the rope around her neck, it was tied really secure around her neck, but eventually she's free from that rope! I could see deep red marks around her neck.

I quickly checked her pulse and thank god I could feel her pulse at the base of her neck "KATE CAN YOU HEAR ME?" I asked but there is no sign of her being conscious, I immediately took out my iphone at my back pocket and instantly dialled 911 for help.

Shortly the paramedics arrive at the scene, they checked kate whether she's still breathing while another attendant checked me whether im alright.

Arriving at the hospital the nurses stopped me from entering the room, asked me what's the patients name? "Kate Hudson" and who I am to her? "I'm her cousin" as she writes down the information she needed, she advised me to stay outside and wait for the results.

While waiting I could not keep calm I've no idea whats going to happen next.

I called kate's parents informing them that we were at Saint Joseph Hospital that kate attempted to suicide, I could hear my aunt started weeping through the phone while replying that she'll be here, I cut the line and started wondering why would kate do this to her self, praying she would wake up soon.

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