*_Bad Blood_*

*_BadBlood_*-Part five(5)

It's been 2 months since that traumatic experience happen to me, now i'm trying my best to build myself again.

I've been going to these communication classes which helps us show our feeling more and be confident about yourself as well as to embrace our flaws.

It was very tough in the beginning, sharing my feeling is something i was never good at. *(Well actually never been good at)*

But i'm slowly finding myself again , concurring my own fears finding what I like and dislike especially beginning to communicate with new people it was indeed terrifying . I'm starting to open up to my family and friends.

Special thanks to Sarah for encouraging me to never give up in life, I know reality is really terrifying but if you never over come that fear of yours nothing will happen to you.

Your just going to be a plastic Barbie doll being controlled around. I never felt so free, I'm happy very very very happy of my life now never ever want to go back to my negative and very self conscious self in the past at all never.

I promised my self any difficulties I will still keep on standing even if I fall over and over again I will never be tired of standing up, I will keep on going on, keep on moving forward.

I'm so sick and tired of people saying negative things about me bullshit this bullshit that when you don't even know me that well yet like seriously that pisses me off so freaking much, why would you judge someone you don't even know that well. It's sure is true we all have monsters inside of us.

Sometimes people who are really nice to you can be the very bad person, the one you trust the most would be the one you would betray you the most, someone saying that he/she love you the most would be the one who would break your heart the most.

In your eyes it might be something so beautiful but it was actually it was your worst beautiful nightmare. You will deny it many many times but its the real fact we have to face the reality... which is hard for most of us, I won't deny it happens to me too.

Ever since the day I take control of my own life, I don't let anyone push me around, I decided to change myself for the better. It helped me a lot all thanks to my supportive friends and family.

Now i'm back to school its my 1st year in college and I have mix feelings about coming back to school again I know i'm held back for a year because of that incident, Alright everything is gonna be okay Kate just be yourself be yourself. Alright Adams State College here I go.

I took my 1st few steps entering the school, omg is this what's college life feels like , there's so much students roaming around, some doing there own stuff, having conversation on their own little groups, students rushing for their next class. I stood still looking around mesmerizing how FREAKING HUGE THIS SCHOOL IS!

I'm so lucky to be here.
I will do good I'm sure of it,I've been held back before but now I know that nothing can hold me back now NOTHING.

Ms Kate Hudson Welcome to college.

I smiled and walked in.

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