*Kate's Dark Past*
*Beware foul language alert*
I opened my eyes staring at a white plain ceiling, my vision was kinda blurry,I stood up and felt a slight tingling pain in my neck.
I don't remembered being bought here at the hospital there must be a mistake I was supposed to be dead!!?
My last memory was Sarah shouting my name on the top of her lungs, other than that i don't remember much, I don't even remember how i get here.
Sarah opened the door and entered widened her eyes ,"Kateee!! Your awake!, you feeling alright?!!"
Kate:Yes I'm alright... I just don't remembered being bought here....
Sarah looking at me with a painful expression on her face and smiled gently at me
"You attempted to hang your self, luckily I was there if not I've no idea what's going to happen to you, you scared me... I thought you were going to die".
Kate: I'm sorry for scaring you.... i just wanted to end everything ... i don't want to stay here any more longer, the longer i stay the more horrible i feel.
I cant, I myself tried to help my self but i didn't succeed, its pure failure there is no more hope.
"Even killing my self I failed." I laugh at my self with a horrible expression on my face.
Sarah: Please don't say that let me help you i want to help you, you can overcome this have faith on yourself. She cried.
Kate: I know its because you pity me right, you fell sorry for me aren't you!
I growled at her and buried my face in my hands.
Sarah: Yes i will admit i am pitying you but the same time i am really worried about you.
Your young your just 17 there is more things for you to do. There is still hope for you please don't give up on your self.
Kate:Your seriously telling me to do that! Oh my fucking god Sarah!!
Have you had any fucking idea how much hardships ive been through!! Its not that easy! You have no fucking idea how I feel! I shouted at her.
I think and think over and over again but this is the only solution i could ever think of.
I'm over 330 pounds i tried so many things to lose this weight and none of them ever worked.
My classmates TEASED me and TREATED me a complete DOG , I screamed shout all my might to please freaking stop bullying me because i have done nothing wrong.
They called me SLUT all sorts of names pop out of no where you named it.
Slowly i drop to depression i always tell my self its okay its gonna be okay, i tried my very best to think positive but i cannot take it any more.
Enough is enough. I rather die than stay in this fucking horrible world.
Sarah:..... shes speechless she just standing there with tears.
I looked at my fingers and droplets of tears fall ,dripping down on my hands.
"I just wanted to be normal, I just want to be happy. Thats all I ever wanted why is it so hard?"
Sarah:You are normal and you would be happy but not happy for being off dead.
Just think of how sorrowful your parents would feel. How I will feel, I know were not close but I care for you!
Kate:...........
tears keep on rolling down my face so does Sarah.
Sarah walked closer and gave me a tight hug and the more I cried.
Sarah:You will overcome this and I promise you I will help you.
I looked at her, she wiped the tears off my face and pulled my lips up telling me to smile. While she gently smiled at me.
I hugged her as tight as I could "Thank you and im sorry."
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RomanceA girl named kate she is just an ordinary tennage girl living to the fullest. She have suffered countless bullying in her High school days because she was 'FAT' . She decided to change her life physically and mentally before she entered College she...
