The party has been going on for a few hours now, I'm having a good time actually. I thought it would be really awkward but it's been okay. I'm currently on the dance floor with finneas, claudia, josh, my mom and one of billies friends zoe. We all got pulled up as soon as we can't stop by Miley Cyrus came on.
I take a step back laughing at finneas' dance moves when I bump into someone behind me. I turn around to apologise and see Billie there again. "Oh hello" she says with a smile on her face, I've not actually seen her in about an hour. She stands behind me with her arms around my shoulders, dancing along with us. She moves the hair off my neck and whispers into my ear "come with me" before placing a kiss on my neck. She pulls me with her taking me to the back of the room and sitting down on a sofa. I go to sit next to her but instead she grabs me by the waist and pulls me onto her lap sideways. But she lets out a large sigh when she realises that josh has followed us and sits right next to her on the sofa. Finneas, Claudia and zoe also joining us.
She rubs my waist with her hands and I relax into her body, she looks sad and I don't want her to be. I rest my head on top of hers as she runs her hand up and down my leg. "So I haven't really been introduced properly to everyone yet, so your finneas right?" Josh says, making conversation. "Yeah I am, this is my girlfriend Claudia, this is zoe a friend of ours and that's Billie" he says, them all turning their attentions to the girl who's lap I'm sat on.
"And how do you two know each other again, you both seem very.. close. But we have been dating for two weeks and I haven't seen you around at all" he asks Billie. I lift my head up and look at her, noticing her already looking back at me. "Liv and bil have a lot of history, they met through my parents and they've been through a lot together a lot of ups and downs a lot of feelings" Finneas tells him, trying not too give too much away.
"I'm not hiding anything, pretty much I'm stupidly in love with liv but I won't get in a relationship with her because of what I do, I don't want to expose her to this industry because it can break people and there's nothing anyone can say to change my mind. But when we are together we can't stay away from each other, there's a lot of feelings there just with no commitment or label" billie admits, shocking me a little bit.
"Oh." He says. "So a situationship pretty much".
Billie nods. "And two weeks ago liv made the decision to stay away from me and push away her feelings for me and try things with you and i know i should be happy for her but every time you go near her or lay one finger on her i either wanna cry or punch you" she rants.
"You didn't tell me about this" he says to me, looking confused. "You didn't ask" i tell him. Finneas, claudia and zoe watch the interaction intently. "Or maybe it's just because you're using me as a distraction" he says.
"Leave her the fuck alone, I don't blame her for not telling you. It's a hard situation to explain" Billie says instantly. He stands up, his face expressions turning to anger. "You leave her the fuck alone, how am I meant to try and pursue a relationship with her when you're there" he yells. I stand up and grab hold of his arms trying to calm him down but he pulls them away instantly, knocking me off balance slightly but billie is behind me making sure I don't fall.
"She doesn't even want you I can see it on her face, she won't even kiss you in front of anyone" Billie says. I run my hands through my hair and sigh hearing them argue. "I've heard enough of this" he says, before walking off heading upstairs to the hotel rooms as I follow behind him.
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A few hours later after a lot of arguing Josh is asleep, I think the party ended about an hour ago I'm not sure. I quietly leave the room heading down the hallway to the vending machine to get myself a drink, but I instantly stop as soon as I see room 168. I sigh to myself, putting my hand gently on the door knowing that she's in there. Don't do it liv, I say to myself as I ball my hand into a fist preparing to knock. But before I even have the chance the door opens and I stand looking at her in shock. "Hey" she says to me, leaning against her door frame, still dressed from the party. "Hi" I say as she looks me up and down, checking out my hoodie and underwear combo that I changed into earlier. We both just stand looking at each other, none of us saying anything.
"Did you need something?" Billie asks biting her lip. "Oh erm... I... no actually I'm just walking past to get a drink" I say, I start to walk off but she grabs me instantly and pulls me into her kissing me. She brings me into her room, sitting down on the edge of her bed and pulling me onto her so I'm straddling her lap. Her lips attach to mine again and they move in sync, her tattooed hand rubbing up one of my bare legs.
