I wake up in the morning wrapped up in billies naked body, her arms around me tightly so I can't leave her. I already know I'm going to get so many questions when I get back to my room but I've needed her so badly. I feel her slowly start waking up, placing a small kiss on the top of my head. I pull my head out of her neck so I can see her, her makeup from last night still on her face looking hot as fuck with her eyeliner. "Hi baby" she says, pecking my lips tiredly.
"Hi" I say quietly. I take her hand and trace the lines of her tattoo with my finger as she watches me. She leans in placing kisses on my neck, slowly sucking on one spot. "Stop your gonna leave a mark" I say laughing pushing her head away.
Someone begins loudly banging on the door, "Billie you better be up we're going down for breakfast in 20 minutes and we've gotta be out the hotel by 11" finneas shouts. "Seriously we book the hotel out and still have to be out by 11" she says sighing. I grab my clothes off the floor and put them on, going to billies suitcase and getting some out for her and throwing them on her head as she laughs.
She gets up and gets her clothes on, brushing through her hair and putting a black cap on her head. I sit on the edge of the bed whilst she cleans up and puts her clothes from last night back in her suitcase. She then goes to the bathroom and takes off her eye liner from last night. "Let's go for breakfast" she says. I stand up and walk through the door as she holds it open for me. We walk downstairs and see both of our families sat around one of the tables, two seats next to each other spare.
"Morning you two" Maggie says, handing us both a menu. I look at josh and he smiles at me and I smile back. The waiter comes round and takes everyone's orders, "can I get the pancakes and some apple juice as well please" I say and he nods and writes it down.
"Patrick, you up for some golf today" my dad says to him and he nods. "Wouldn't miss it" he says.
"Maggie, nail day?" My mom says and she instantly nods.
I glance beside me seeing billie scrolling through instagram on her phone, she must of noticed me looking as she puts her spare hand on my lap and I hold onto her arm subtly. She puts her phone down and turns in her chair so she's facing me. "Come over to my house while me and finneas write, claudia will be there too" she says to me, quiet enough only me and her would hear. "I don't know if that's a good idea" I say.
"You've literally just woke up in my bed naked so I don't think it really matters right now" she tells me, I cover her mouth making her be quiet. "Fine" I say to her and she moves my hand laughing, "good" she says.
"You can come and get in my new car" she says to me excitedly. Finneas overhears the conversation and laughs, "is she talking about her new Audi again it's all I've heard about since she got it last week" he says joining in.
"It's a sexy car" she says, getting up a picture of it on her phone and showing it me. My dad leans over looking at it, "that's a good car billie" he says, giving her the thumbs up.
Around 10 minutes later our food is delivered to the table, my plate of pancakes being placed in front of me. I take a sip of my apple juice and begin eating my breakfast, billies hand still resting on my thigh. "How's your food?" Josh asks me, giving me a little smile.
"It's good how's yours?" I ask and he nods. "Good".
"Josh do you play golf?" My dad asks him, he looks at him "yeah I love it" he says.
"You can join us if you want" he says to him and josh instantly nods. "I'd love too" he replies.
After breakfast I go back up to my room with josh to pack all my things away and change into some gym leggings and a hoodie as me and Claudia were planning on doing a workout later. I throw all the rest of my stuff in my suitcase not bothering to fold it all up as it will all just go into the laundry anyway.
My mom and dad join us in my room after josh lets them in, both of them being ready to go. "You ready for some golf" my dad says and he nods smiling.
"Let's go" josh says putting his arm around my shoulder as we exit our hotel room door. I notice billie stood in the hallway talking to finneas and Claudia. She looks at me and smiles but then frowns once she sees his arm around me. "Right let's go guys" Patrick says to my dad and josh.
"I'll see you tonight, I'll come round and we can have a chat" josh says, kissing the side of my head before he starts walking away from me with them. I look back at billie seeing a frustrated look on her face, she seems quieter than usual too. I stand next to her and Claudia as they discuss what they are doing today. I grab my phone out of my pocket and zone out for a bit, scrolling through instagram and twitter seeing what people have been posting from the party.
"Come on we're going" Billie says, taking my focus off my phone as she rubs her hand on my back softly. I look at her and smile putting my phone away, "okay" I say.
She takes her hand off me and moves away from me a little once we get to the car park incase anybody sees us. Claudia and finneas get in his car and we get in hers. "Do you like my new baby" she says to me with a little grin on her face as I look around at the interior of her new car.
"Yeah I love it" I say to her, it's actually a pretty cool car.
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Billie has been weirdly quiet for the majority of the journey, she looks deep in thought like something is bothering her. "Bil are you okay?" I ask looking at her as she stares at the road in front of her.
"Is it working?" She asks me, leaving me confused. "Is what working?" I ask her, with my eyebrows furrowed.
"You have been staying away from me to try and get rid of your feelings for me and focus on him. Is it working? Are your feelings going?" She says to me and I instantly sigh.
She won't even make eye contact with me or anything. "Do you think it's working?" I ask her and she shrugs her shoulders. We pull up on her drive way and she turns the car off and sits there for a minute. "I don't know, I mean it's obvious that you like him" she says to me.
"Of course it's not working bil, it's not that easy to just switch my feelings off for you" I tell her. This time she finally meets my eyes and turns in her seat a bit so she's facing me.
"Would you just switch your feelings off for me if you could?" She questions.
"I don't want too, but because of the situation yeah I probably would, would you?" I admit to her, she messes with the rings on her fingers.
"I wish I could just get to the point where I could let you go and let you be happy and find someone that can give you everything but I just can't, it hurts" she says, looking out the window trying to hide the fact that her eyes are starting to tear up. I put my hand on her leg and gently rub it with my thumb, trying to comfort her.
She looks at me and gives me a sad smile as she opens her legs and pats the space in between them with her hand. "Come here" she says. I smile and climb over, sitting between her legs, my back resting in her chest. She brings her arms around me and buries her head in my neck.
"I don't wanna let you go but I know I have too" she says quietly.
I turn my head slightly so I can see her face, as she looks at me with pure sadness. She kisses me gently as I feel a tear fall down her face. I bring my hand up to her check and wipe it away gently.
