That Night At The Bar- Dnf

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-Dream POV-

Holy shit.

That was fucking...amazing. Crazy but amazing.

I look down to see the cute brunette cuddled into my chest, his face peacefully resting while his hands splayed carelessly across my torso. It felt right. Like I had been missing this my whole life without even realising.

Darkness filled the room but my eyes had began to adjust just enough to analyse the features of the boy cuddled into me. His chocolate hair had started to dry, causing bits to stick up framing the others that were still weighed down by the dampness. It was still slightly tangled in places but he looked good as fuck anyway.

His lashes rested delicately on his face in a peaceful way that made him look even prettier than he already was and his neck was very clearly painted recklessly with red and purple marks.

That might be quite hard to cover up tomorrow...

I do admit that the drinks I had had throughout the night definitely made me a little more confident than I usually am but there is no way I would ever regret what happened. Now I just hope that he doesn't either.

I also hope the guys downstairs didn't hear anything because that would definitely make things very awkward in the morning.

Before we had left to go upstairs, Quackity was practically passed out on the sofa, looking drunk as fuck and lying sloppily against Wilbur who didn't seem to mind one bit, in fact he had looked equally as exhausted after the night of interesting events everyone else was oblivious to.

Tommy was one I would be worried about, that kid has way too much energy so I highly doubt he would have been asleep but we will instantly know when we go down because he would make a massive deal about his poor ears or some shit. I feel sorry for tubbo and ranboo, he must be a nightmare to put up with 24/7 and with drinks on top of his already chaotic energy? Pure carnage.

Then there is Sapnap and Karl who seemed to have disappeared into thin fucking air halfway through the party and no one knows where they went. I don't think many people noticed them slip away, probably due to the fact they were more focused on getting shit faced and singing along to loud music, or rather screeching the lyrics as loudly as possible, but the fact they just evaporated still worried me slightly. 

I know he's fine but Sapnap doesn't usually disappear, especially after what happened last time. He's so into Karl, I can already tell and I'm happy for him, I mean I have George which is the biggest fucking win ever, I just really hope he doesn't get hurt in any way by him because Karl is so nice, he seems really sweet.

I know what happens when one of the team gets hurt in a relationship. It doesn't end smoothly at all. For either of them.

✨tImE sKePpY✨

It's now 4:15 am but I don't feel tired at all, in fact I feel wide awake. My kind whirs with all sorts of questions and just random thoughts like a computer that just won't switch off. It's annoying as fuck but I can't help it, once I start thinking about something I can't stop and I just lay there drowning in my own head and no one can save me.

What does this make us? We never really spoke, he was too tired and I don't really blame him, it was gone midnight but I can't help thinking about it. Should I ask him to be my boyfriend?

We've only known each other for a couple days... is this the right thing to do?

The more I think, the deeper I get.

The deeper I get the harder it is to actually think properly and rationally about everything.

Things just race through my mind and I barely get a chance to register them before something new flashes up. It's like my head is a coin machine and someone will not stop pressing the coins into the slot, one after the other after the other. It's a never ending loop that I desperately need to escape.

Work. The thing that I have been pushing back further and further into my brain, I don't even want to think about it now but I have to. I can't ignore it forever as much as I would like to.

Relationships don't work in my situation.

They never have and they never will.

It's just something I have accepted. Not that I had much of a choice, the whole team, fuck, the whole bloody company saw how a relationship can affect you. Your ability to work effectively, your ability to compete tasks. It clouds your mind, your judgment, everything. There is never a good outcome. 

But I want this so badly.

I want him so badly.

It can't hurt right? What's the worst that can happen.

The last thing I want to do is break his heart by not even trying.

So I will try.

I will fight for this.

Suddenly my head feels less claustrophobic, I feel almost free like the cars have all stopped racing around the circuit that meandered through my head. It feels the most at ease it has in a long time, it feels weird but good?

And it's all thanks to him.

How can someone you've known for a couple days mean so much to you?

How can they change your life so drastically?

I don't know but I love it. I love him...

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I'M BACK BITCHES-

Holy shit I have missed this sm-

I haven't updated this in like 4 months...anyway I have managed to summon my motivation to write again and I have ideas of where I wanna go with this :D

Updates probably won't be very quick, I'm working to complete this so that I can start more regular uploads without having to worry about a deadline :]

I would like to say a quick sorry to the people who were waiting for this chapter... I very clearly remember saying something like "it's only 4 days" to someone, um yeah so that 4 days turned into 4 months so uh sorry 'bout that :']

Anyways just like usual, eat, drink, sleep, DNF, repeat :]

Love u pissheads <3

- We Rolling With It <3