Bonrad One-shots

Regret And Truth

This is the Plot after season 2 where Belly ends up with Jeremiah except i might write it in my own concept 

This is what if after it so i actually dont know the plot of it afterwards so please dont come at me if its not accurate to the books 

Since im basing it on my version 

End of A/n 

Belly's Pov 

 in the end I choose Jeremiah and was happy with him 

Things in our relitonship were going good i couldnt be happier to 

A part of me felt conflicted as well confused too

 because there were times i was actually thinking about Conrad 

Instead of him 

There were times when we kissed i imgined it with Conrad like my heart still beats for him 

But I let saluted conrad from my heart so why is it 

Now im still thinking about him 

Everytime i see him i feel an ounce of regret 

I broke him i messed him up 

He was trying so hard to be happy for me 

I know it but im scared to say anything 

Scared to be around him because maybe i was making things worse for him 

I cant help and think about the good time when were together 

That night When we did together 

I never regretted it sometimes i think about it to 

Some of the kisses we shared to 

Or when that night we stayed in the hotel i couldnt stop think about how he never stopped loving me 

A part of me was happy and the other part wasnt because how 

I kissed his brother in his sweatshirt in his car 

He looked heartbroken when he saw it 

It hurt me just thinking about it 

How could he after that i couldnt blame him being cold 

Hating me but he didnt 

It felt maybe i did deserve it  

but he was supportive of us 

I could tell he still wanted me but he was also vunerable to 

I know it but i wasnt able to say anything or what to even say to him It felt even more akward bringing Jere up at all 

I dont know what to do do i just stuff it shove my feelings down 

Deal with it or rip of the bandaid and just follow my heart