I lost my soul the day I was born. They took it in their hands as they locked eyes with me, smiled once and snagged it from me. After that, they played me like I was a doll with strings, and they were the one who pulled them. They took my live away from me, for how far I had ever had a life. My whole life had been planned out for me the day they found out, and with that, her life changed too. Everything was monitored, nothing was coincidence, and memories were played with. She got the opportunity to forget. She had the opportunity to think she was actually living a live for a while, unlike me. She was just a back-up plan, and I was their little doll.
Now all I do is float around. I tried to fight back at first. When they let Warner take care of me, I had the hope for a while maybe he would recognise me. But they had played with his already played with mind, and he ignored my screams and pleas, to afterwards send me back to them again. After that, my last bit of hope was shattered too. I'd lost them all, Ella, Warner, Nazeera. My friends, my family. They still live, I hope, but they took them away from me, my last bit of humanity with it. I don't think Evie ever bothered about it. Apparently to her it isn't so bad to take someone's sister away, even when it's from your own daughter. Max, he is just scared of his own creations. He listens to Evie and I guess he is good in his job, but without Evie they would be nowhere. She is the mind behind it all, the one who found out about me.
The one who made me.
She used to talk a lot to me before, when she was working in the lab where I was floating around. The 'conversations' weren't very pleasant, she mostly talked about how we would safe the world and all, while we were the ones who destroyed it in the first place. She also told me she always has a back-up plan, aka, Ella.
Ella.
I have no idea what they have done to her. I don't think she is on the base here in Oceania anymore, I would've known. I would've felt her presence, and I haven't in... In lots of years. The day they took me away from her, was also the last day I ever felt something of her. I'm not sure if she was in Oceania a little bit longer after they found out about us, those days are for me just a big blur of fog and clouds, only awake when they took a break from the experiments. They did erase her memories, Evie told me that. She told me a lot more than she would probably remember she did. I lost my voice a long time ago, so all I could do was listen, and think, and remember. That was all I did these days.
I always hoped for Ella that she had no powers like I had. They would use her too, and I knew they were going to, because there was no reason why she wouldn't have them too. Otherwise Evie wouldn't be so confident about the Reestablishment's plan, right? But still, I wished it would be different. At least for her. She was such a young girl when we were separated. I always tried to protect her from our cruel parents, but eventually I didn't succeed. Now we both live a life of torture and pain, she even without knowing she is living it.
"Darling, what are you thinking about?" Evie wonders as she enters the room. Her voice sounds so innocent, as angelic as a young girl who accidentally got her clothes dirty. A long silence awaited us, as she started up her laptop and checked my vitals. "You're going backwards," she mumbled as she sees the numbers. "We have already strengthen your body to hold your growing mind, but it doesn't seem to help enough yet. Hm..." The rest of her thoughts continue on inside her mind, blocking me out from hearing them. The blue hues around me of the water grow lighter, she must have put on an extra light. My eyes haven't been able to see more than such hues and tones for years now, all I can rely on now is my hearing which got worse over the years, and my mind, growing stronger with the day with whatever Evie has done with it.
"Well Emmaline. I'll send Max down here to check your vitals further, and he'll see what we can do to contain that huge mind of yours, won't we?" I felt that she was smiling at me, her voice almost sounding ironic. "We've got a long way to go Emmaline," she then says, now serious. "All you have to do is stay alive, deal?"
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