So I was born into a fucked up life and have been traumatized pretty much since I was born but basically I had an alcoholic mother who wasn't really around much, she tried to be there for my family but it hardly ever worked.
She's dead now though so it's whatever.
It's almost been a decade and my own father and grandmother have told me they thought I was over her death which I won't ever fully get over.
Anyway my life is pretty traumatic.
Here's the story of what happened the year before my mother died.
