my forbidden alpha (pepsicola)

PROLOGUE

DAVE POV:
"HEY LOSER" said a loud voice
"what do you want" i responded
i was getting sick of these bullies. every day i came to school and these guys harassed me and bullied me for my unnatural eye color and twinkish stature.
"what i want is you lunch money" cronus said pushing me against a locker.

"cut it out cronus. i don't have any. my family is poor and you know it." i spat bitterly.

"you've gotta have some in there somewhere boy" cronus growled. he shook me upside down so all the things in my pockets flew out. it hurt! ow!
"cronus, stop it. this isn't funny!" i cried desperately. the blood was rushing to my head! i felt like i was going to pass out! and not just because i hadn't eaten in 3 days. suddenly cronus dropped me on the ground.
"OWIE!!!!!!!" i screamed. i looked over to see a big strong man walking towards me. oh no. it was alpha john.. this couldn't be good. he was probably here to billy me like all the others.

"hey." he said seriously and strongly.
"if you're here to mess with me you can just go ahead and cut it out... i'm not in a good mood." i said and looked at the floor sadly.

"i'm not here to mess with you" aloha john said and held out a hand to help me up.
"you aren't?" i asked surprised.
"no. i saw you getting hurt by cronus. he's a jerk." john said loudly. i flinch at his strong sounding voice. john noticed i flinched and he backed away a bit.
"don't be scared" he said and looked at me nicely. suddenly we were interrupted by an even louder voice!

"JOHN!!! HWAT ARE YOU DOING MATE!!!!??". called the big strong voice as it lumbered over.
"nothing jake i was just helping this guy he was being bullied" john said to alpha jake
"john you know we don't mess with.... their kind." jake said disgustedly.
john looked sad. "i know.... but.... he needed my help.." he said looking at me. aloha jake looked at me with so much disgust.... it made me feel sad.
"i didn't need your help. it's whatever i could have handled it." i said coldly, standing up. john frowned at me. "but....." he started
"save it alpha. you're not supposed to talk to my kind." i said meanly and walked away. i oooked back to see john looking at me sadly and jake looking at me happily.

JOHN POV
todat i saw a handsome little boy. i hate being an alpha. i wanted to ask that cutie for his number right then and there but jake turned evil mode on me. grrrrrrr. is so hard being an alpha because everyone loves me and i'm so rich.. but also, everyone's so afraid of me... i can't hav friends.. i can't have........ lovers. sigh. i wish i was poor.
"come on mate" jakes loud australian voice interrupted my thoughts. i looked at him.
"we need to go to lunch and sit with the other alphas. remember we have our alpha meeting." i sighed. i hate alpha meeting s. it's where all the alphas in the school meet up and discusss our whereabouts. who we've marked, betas we've dominated, trees we've peed on, stuff like that. "yeah.... let's go." i sighed and walked away.

DAVE POV
i hate alphas. they get everything they want haunted to them and it makes me angry. i want to be an alpha but i can't because i'm just a poor stupid ugly beta. i want to pee on trees. i want to kill all alpha....... but..... there us one alpha. alpha john... hee helped me when i got bullied. i pushed him away because i push away people i care about.. i can't help it. my last relationship.. with dirk strider, my brother... didn't end so well. i thought he liked me for me but he ended up cheating on me with alpha jake and then alpha jake told the whole school i was a dirty little incest boy and that u had a crush on my brother. i coukdnt help it! love is love. but now i have trust issues and i hurt myself to cope. it's hard being me. but now.. i long to reach out. i yearn for alpha john. i want him. but.... alas...... he is......

my forbidden alpha