Forever With You (Bucky Barnes x y/n)

Kitchen Encounter

I was in my thoughts about the conversation that I had with Mr. Fury while entering to the kitchen to take some snacks as I was hungry.
He's so rude. I mean I ofcourse met more rude person than that in my life specially during the HYDRA days but it is still unacceptable.
"Heyy!!" I found Bucky in front of me shouting to draw my attention to him.
"What!?" I said as I realised. I didn't realised that he was in the kitchen too.
"I literally called you like 10 times."
"Oh- for that, sorry."
"What were you thinking ?" Another voice said, it was Sharon. Wait she was here too. I first took a look around to figure out if anybody else was also there. I saw Wanda there too, they all are doing something I guess.
"Hello!" Sharon said again as I didn't reply and must've been looking like a lost animal.
"Nothing just.. nothing."
"We're baking by the way." Wanda said as she poured some flour in a bowl. "You wanna join?"
"No, I'm fine." I still must be looking like a some slow robot who takes too long to analyse stuff.
"You alright ?" Sharon said placing a hand on my shoulder. "You can share."
"Do you live here?" I asked to her.
"What?" She said as she was not expecting that.
"Do you live here ?"
"..No"
"Are you my therapist ?"
"Certainly not."
"Then it's none of your business." I said taking an apple from the counter.
"Hey that's rude, y/n." I heard Bucky saying behind my back as I left in a hurry.
"I'm sorry for her." Bucky said. That was the last thing I heard before I left the place.
Walking through the compound to go to my room I witnessed a man passing me, he stopped and said,"Oh hi, you must be Y/n. Welcome to the team."
"Who are you?"
"I'm Scott."
"Never heard of that."
"Ant man"
"I still don't know."
"It's alright usually people don't know. See you in the meeting in few minutes."
"Hmm."
How many meetings they seriously want to do?
I entered my room and closed the door behind my back. It was huge, but I didn't like it. I wasn't like my old one. Not the one from India, neither from Romania. But the one little apartment I had in 40s.
I went to the balcony, I can see the NY skyline. This isn't what I want. I tried my best to hide my true self all those years and now meeting these people who want to save lives reminds me of my past life, but I am not the same. These people look at me as ex Captain HYDRA not as Agent Y/n from the World war II. Why did I even said yes to come at this place? I wanted to save people, serve my country, but that's just not me anymore, the thing that I want now is... peace.
I heard a knock on the door.
"Are you fine?" It was Bucky. I didn't reply.
"What you did there wasn't --" I tried to close the door but he immediately caught the door with his right hand. I tried to pull his hand off with my hand but he caught my wrist with his other hand, not tightly but gently.
I let my hands go and sat to the nearby chair. "Why are you here ?"
"Why am I here? What did you just do there ?"
"I didn't do anything."
"Why would you talk to Sharon like that ? She's crying."
"What !? Is she a fucking 4 year old girl?"
"Watch your tone."
"Great now you're against me too. Why don't all of you just start a war against me ?"
He dropped his angry face and took a seat beside me.
"Look I understand you. I've felt what you feel. And I am still feeling that." He said and tried to grab my hand but I took mine back. "Hey!" He said grabbing my chin now to look at me straight.
"Will I ever be like these people?"
"The thing is that... You don't have to... 'cause I'm with you.. forever." He said wipping my moist cheeks.
I took both of his hands and we made our foreheads meet. After it was a silence I said, "Maybe I should talk to her."
"Okay." He said in his sweetest voice.