Chapter 13

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Climb up on some hill at sunrise

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Climb up on some hill at sunrise. Everybody needs perspective once in a while, and you’ll find it there.

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AUTHOR POV

After thinking about his life all night, Yoongi felt so low again. Every day he considers himself responsible for Yoona's death. But maybe sometimes things are not in our hands.

It's like he's tired of his life. Every day he prays that today he may get a good sleep but he never got good sleep after that incident.

He tried very hard to take himself away from him past, but no matter where he goes, the memory always linger bedside him like a shadow. Now he is tired of everything. After Yoona left, he tried to kill himself but rest of the members saved him fortunately.

Yoongi never likes rain. When it rains, his heart gets nervous and terrified. That accident come in his sleep like a nightmare every time he closes his eyes. Like every time, Yoona dies in his arms.

Perhaps this was the only reason that he could not see anyone die like this. When you were counting your breaths in his arms covered all in blood, he became very nervous. He did everything he could to save you. It's not that he see yoona in you, but he just wanted to save you.

All night he just kept looking at you and thinking about how to keep you happy. There was one thing, since you came into his life, every day of his life has not been the same. He was getting to explore something new through you. Now he was probably thinking of living a little better life and being little bit happy too.

He brought you with him but didn't know what would happen next. Somewhere your being with him was giving him comfort. He knew he wasn't alone now. No matter how stupid you are, you make him happy with your silly words.

He did not let anyone come close to him, he let one come and she took everything from him. He did not want to repeat the same mistake again, but somewhere his heart was feeling that emotions again.

With a very heavy heart, he got up from his seat and started moving towards you.

He was jealous when he saw you sleeping so comfortably on that couch. He was jealous that you are so lucky that you can sleep peacefully.

Perhaps he had accepted that no one had ever tried to understand him. He thought that It doesn't matter what he wants, at the end nobody cares about his opinion. But he was absolutely wrong to think so Because he found you different from everyone.

You've tried to understand him. Just by listening to his songs without seeing him, you reached his soul. You never left him because of his rude behavior towards you. He did not show you any interesting things about him by whom you want to be with him, but still you did not refuse to come with him even for once.  Even if there is nothing between you two, you are still his responsibility. And he wants to fulfill his responsibility well as long as he is with you.

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