Taken For Granted..

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It is raining pretty heavily outside, the wind is cold and soothing! Sunoo sighs when he felt the air hitting him ruffling his hair with it's gentle breeze! He had been staring at the rain for half an hour now - and it doesn't show any sign of slowing down!

The pitter-patter sound of rain, probably not letting him break down and start crying in this heavy morning! To be honest, he sometimes thinks that he's over analyzing or over thinking stuffs- maybe because he's a feeler type he feels a bit too much that his thinking type members do not understand!

He gets up from the chair and decides to go to make him some instant ttebokki! With ttebokki and mint choco ice cream and his favourite drama going on in the I-pad he should be happy, in his world, away from reality and away from this sheer loneliness that is engulfing him!
Still he felt his tears falling down slowly in his chin, yet he kept staring at the ipad's screen!

Today's a off day, so Sunoo decided to work on some personal task.. Surprisingly his day was quite productive..He felt asleep somewhere in between 2-3 pm! He has no idea about the exact time though

He woke up with the sound of door bell ringing! He looked at the watch it was 6: 37 pm! It was probably his members-

Opening the door is somewhat of a hassle, they have way too much security options installed at their door! He was greeted with the sight of Jake and Sunghoon laughing their asses off while Jay is standing like a statue, Heesung and Jungwon trying very hard to control themselves from laughing out loud and Ni-ki making fun of something done by Jay!

"What's going on, guys? " Sunoo asked curiously

"It's just-", Jungwon started but stopped when Jay glared at him

" Nothing, actually - It's something just really silly!"- Jungwon finished saying!

This interaction between them was simple and nice but Sunoo somehow felt like an outsider...Like it's an inside joke and he wasn't an insider! He doesnt really know how to feel about this.. But the feeling isn't that good!

Sunoo stopped himself before he can go deep into the matter and once again feel the sheer loneliness engulfing him!

He wanted to ask his members about their day and what they did - but they seemed so busy among themselves.. Talking, laughing and making jokes and he's only sitting in a corner and looking at them awkwardly.

He gets up and gets ready to make dinner! Busying himself when he feels down is a weird coping mechanism of his!

"What do you guys want for dinner? I'm thinking about making it today"- Sunoo asked

"Umm..We already ate, so don't worry about us-" Jake said

Sunoo went to the kitchen and started cutting some veggies for himself, his eyes teared up even though he hadn't cut any onions yet! He had cried too much today- It's something so normal yet he's feeling too sensitive! His hyungs went out without even asking him to join and ate all by themselves without bringing any food for him- it's actually normal! They never said that they would bring him food- or smt! He can't really keep up with himself, why is he so emotional? Why is he sad? There's literally nothing wrong!