it's never going to be fine
i'll just learn how to live with it
it will not always be good
some days I still won't be able to sleep
won't be able to eat
won't be able to get ready
won't be able to brush my teeth
won't be able to get out of bed
won't be able to do anything
but that's how it is
that's how it's always going to be from now on
but i guess
it's okay
because i will learn how to live with it
and there will be better days
there will be days where it actually is fine