Only you. ben hardy/roger taylor x aubrey (based off of movie)

14

its been a couple rough, sad, lonely days, we were all getting ready for tristens funeral

i borrowed freddies leather jeans with tristens shirt that he left at my house, it still smelt like him

we were at my house just so i can change, we all wanted to go to the funeral together, we took different vehicles

tristens mom asked me to speak at his funeral, i agreed, i wrote down what i wanted to say

i put my hair in a ponytail and put on a jacket

"ready?" i asked, my voice cracking, they all nodded as we all got in our separate vehicles again

me with mary and freddie, roger with john and brian

when we arrived i saw lots of vehicles, they had a two day wake, but only freddie mary john and brian went, i couldn't see my bestfriend like that.

we walked in, my heart broke, tristens mom and dad, his two younger siblings, 14 and 12 years old.

his aunties and uncles, with his cousins, and his only nephew, his cousin, being a year older then him got pregnant young, tristens 17. his nephew is 2

i felt someone grab my hand as i looked and saw roger, i held his hand as we went and saw his body

first was mary and freddie, i could hear mary crying. then john and brian, they mumbled something and when they turned around brians eyes looked red and john had a couple tears rolling down his face

i hugged both of them, now it was our turn

i hid behind rogers arm as we stepped a little closer, i slowly peaked

"tristen" i say crying

i held his hand and closed my eyes. breathe in and out.

i opened my eyes and sighed "i love you." i say as i turn to look at roger, i couldn't see his eyes because of his glasses i hugged him

he hugged me back, i looked up at him and we let go and went and sat down with mary and them

they prayed and after that they said we can eat "come on bree" freddie says as they all stand in front of me "i'm not hungry." i say smiling liar.

"we'll make you a plate for later" freddie says as i look down "come on, we know its a lie" roger says "i can't eat my next meal without him." i say looking at tristens casket

"i know my love." he says pulling me on his chest, i heard his stomach growl "just because i ain't eating doesnt mean you cant" i say looking up at him laughing as he stands up

"i'll go get food" he says as he turns around, i smacked his ass

he turned around and looked at me raising his eye brows "you got a thick ass, cant help myself" i say shrugging as i smirked

he tilted his head and turned around, posing "go get food" i say kicking his ass as he walks off snickering

i watched roger grab his food, that tight shirt made him look so hot, don't even start with his glasses

hes so fine. i looked to my left and saw tristens casket. i teared up

i saw a little table that had photos on it

i got up and walked towards it, there was a photo of me and him, smiling brightly in eachothers arms.

there was a picture book, i opened it and looked threw all the photos, photos of him as a baby, his first day of school, the day he moved out his moms house. his 17th birthday