𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 ¦ 𝐻𝓎𝓊𝓃𝓁𝒾𝓍-𝑀𝒾𝓃𝓈𝓊𝓃𝑔

Chapter 8: Go back to the drawing board

3 weeks have past since the incident between Jisung and Minho. Jisung lives with Felix again and hasn't messaged or even contacted Minho in those 3 weeks. Minho is sarting to worry that they will never get in contact again. Him and Jisung had a pretty bad fight after he came home that day. He wishes to talk to him one more time and get things right before he might never be able to talk to him again.

He sits in the corner of his bed and cries. He doesn't knw why he cries but he knows it has something to do with Jisung. He Blames himself, he tels himself it's his fault and that Jisung didn't deserve him, that Jisung deserves something better than him.

A knock on the door brings Minho out of his thoughts.

"What? I don't wanna talk right now." Minho answers. He looked his door so no one comes into his room and sees how hurt he hes. How bad he messed up and how it breaks him.

"There is someone you might wanna see." Chan stands infront o the door.

"Who?" Minho asks.

"Get ready we're going to the park." Chan walks away leaving a confused Minho behind.

Minho decides to get ready. He thinks a bit of fresh air might be good for him.

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Minho walks in the park. Chan told him that Jisung wannted to talk with him, Minho didn't even question how CHan know this. He's not even quite sure if he want's to talk to Jisung. He's not sure if he's ready to face te younger, but if he doesn't do it now he might never. He hopes this will go well, he hopes they can talk normal with eachother.

As he aproaches Jisung, the younger looks up at him.

"Hi." Minho says.

"Hi, wanna go get some ice cream?" Jisung asks.

Mino nods. He doesn't know what else to do, but he hopes ice cream will make both a bit happier.

They order their ice cream and proposes to go to his old house, as he still owns it. He thinks it's better to talk alone, at a quiet place that both feel comortable in.

They arrive at Minho's house and sit down on the sofa. No one sais something at first.

"How are you? Jisung slightly smiles at him

"Not really good." Minho answers. 

There was a really awkward silence between the two. They both want to talk about what happened but they both dont know how.

"Im sorry." Jisung lowers his head.

"Theres no reason for that." Minho looks at him.

"I messed up again. I always do. I didnt ket you talk. I didnt let you explain. I did nothing but yell at you. Im really sorry. Like really really sorry. I know a sorry  wont fix this but I want you to know that I know I messed up. I know you deserve better. And that I understand if you dont want to do anything with me anymore." Jisung starts to tear up.

"Jisung, look at me." Minho lifts up Jisungs face with his hand.

"If it's someones fault then it's mine. I was the one that lied to you. I was the one that wasnt honest. Im the one to blame here. I totally understand your reaction. Please dont blame yourself for what happened. Its not your fault."

Jisung hugs Minho. He can tell for how long, but he really needed that hug. He felt so lonely without him. Felix was trying to cheer him up but nothing helped. He really wanted to hear the others voice again, to feel the others touch, to feel that warm feeling he missed so much, to just talk to him. But he just couldnt press the call button on his phone. He tried multiple times but he couldnt. It was like something was trying to tell him not to. That the other would get angry. That this is his fault and he should be the one to blame. That Minho didnt want to hear of him.