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WARNINGS: smut, alcohol, drugs, explicit language, panic attacks / anxiety, murder, crime, suicide
Noah Sebastian x Fem!Reader
I was lost, but now I'm found
Under the lights and in the sounds
So let us sing and sing it loud
That we're...
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EDITED 09-03-14
NOAH
As soon as I stepped inside, Ruffilo pulled me into a tight hug that almost crushed my bones.
"I was so worried, bro," he exclaimed, his worry now replaced with relief.
"Who was in the car?" Folio asked, peering out the window before quickly shutting the curtain.
"It's a long story," I groaned, collapsing onto the cot once more.
"I don't care about the story," Jolly interjected angrily. "What did you manage to steal?"
"Nothing," I admitted, cowering under their disappointed stares.
"You were gone for that long and came back empty-handed?" Folio said, his disappointment palpable.
"Is this some kind of joke?" Jolly laughed. "I thought you were over your little episode from earlier."
I sat up and looked at each of them in turn. "Trust me, I had a great haul. Until I got caught."
"You didn't," Ruffilo deadpanned.
"It's fine, she won't say anything," I reassured them, taking off my shoes.
"What? So now you trust some random girl who caught you breaking into her house? How desperate are you?" Jolly growled. "We're screwed."
"She drove you home too? Now she knows where we live? You idiot!" Folio yelled, running his fingers through his hair in frustration.
"What was in the haul?" Ruffilo asked curiously.
Sighing heavily, I mumbled into my hands, "Almost full bottles of Diazepam, Adderall, Zolpidem, and Dextromethorphan."
All three of them groaned in frustration.
"Dude, that's worth thousands of dollars!" Folio exclaimed. "You should go back and get it if you're all buddy-buddy with her now."
My glare could have killed me as I shot daggers at the youngest member of our group. "Fuck off. It's not going to happen."
"No, Nick has a point," Jolly chimed in. "That's a good haul. We could use the extra money right now."
"I said," I growled through gritted teeth, "It's not going to happen."
I stormed off towards the bathroom door and slammed it shut behind me. Leaning against the door, I let out a frustrated groan and ran my hands through my hair. My mind was conflicted and confused, unable to believe that this day was even real.
I turned the shower on, and stripped off my clothes, letting the water wash away my sins.
I can't forgive you, but I can't look away I walked through fire I was born in the flames
