Spitfire | JTK

VI

Warnings: cheating/cheating rumours, Twitter, binge drinking, unhealthy coping mechanisms, lots of angst, crying, like a 2 second mention of throwing up (very short because i hate throwing up with a violent passion), basically this whole chapter is an angsty shitshow because I live for drama, sorry if I missed any!

Your feet carried you to the living room, speed faster than you'd ever ran before. When you turned the corner of the hallway, your footing slipped and you had to brace yourself on the wall. Eve was sprawled on the couch. She looked to you, eyes wide with panic, scared that something bad happened. "What has got you all riled up?" She threw her phone beside her, sitting upright.

"I-I, uh, I just..." you were breathless, heart pounding in your chest as you tried to formulate your words. "The... t-the-"

"Just fucking spit it out!" She laughed, clearly understanding that your rapid approach was due to good news rather than bad.

"Okay, sorry." You ran your hand through your hair, pushing it away from your face. "I think I'm gonna throw up." You laughed, fanning your face with your hands. Tears were threatening to spill over, and your skin was prickling with excitement. "So I started my internship on Monday, right?"

"Yeah, I know." She said, waiting for an explanation.

"And I met everyone in the 'office'." You air-quoted office, knowing you'd only interact with them over zoom meetings for the four month duration. "But I met the head of the department today, the big boss." She gave an eager nod. "He told me that he read over my research report. He said it was one of the best he's ever read."

"No way!" Eve was standing now, bouncing with just as much enthusiasm.

"Yeah, but that's not it." You stopped her. "I mean yeah, that's fantastic, but it's way better than that." You felt the tears begin to roll down your cheeks, too caught up in the situation to care. "He wants to continue on with it. He told me he thinks the idea is fantastic and worth the money. I'm not going to be working on, or following up somebody else's research this summer. They want to work on mine." Her eyes were wide, her previous demeanour completely frozen. After a few seconds, she exploded into a scream and engulfed you into a hug. You held on to her, wanting to yell just as badly. "Can you punch me? Just to make sure I'm not dreaming?"

She pulled back, shaking her head and wiping your tears away. "Not a dream." She laughed, pulling you in for another embrace. "Y/n, they picked your topic from an undergraduate, not even a masters or a PhD. Do you know how huge that is?"

"I know! He told me he's been waiting to work with me since the end of my first year. Apparently I'm the at the top of the program." You were almost lightheaded, not being able to  process what was happening.

"I'm so proud of you." She said, taking your hands into hers. She gave them a squeeze, bringing you back to reality. "Did you tell anyone else?" You shook your head.

"No, I was going to text the sibling group chat and get it all over at once. I want to call Jake, but I'm just not sure if he's busy or not." You explained.

"Call him! If he's busy, he won't answer. I think this is way too important to wait to tell him." She encouraged you.

"Yeah, you're right. I'm gonna... I'll go call him." You breathed.

"Okay, but I'm taking you to dinner tonight to celebrate. We'll go to The Garden, maybe get some drinks afterwards. It is Friday, after all."

"Yeah, that sounds amazing. I wouldn't miss it for the world." You assured her.

"Good, now go call your loverboy." She shooed you away. You jogged back to your room, letting the door fall shut behind you.

It had been almost two weeks since Jake left, meaning that your trip to Atlanta was right around the corner. Your brothers left the week prior, leaving your home quieter than you liked it. It was amazing having everyone there, but it was terrible when they all had to leave. You were adjusting, though, and knowing you were going to see Jake in a few days was really helping.