Love can be so nice DISCONTINUED FOR NOW

My first mail

It has been 1 month since Jace left and its been so sad and boring, I'm in my room on my bed writing my thoughts and what I feel, right now I feel shitty and sad and I don't know what to do

"Look whos here, the British girl" I girl came inside of my room laughing with her friends "Naomi just leave me alone" I said tired of their bullying "why should I leave your alone when its soo fun to annoy you" she said laughing "look piece of shit if you don't leave me alone I'm going to beat the fuck out of you!!" I said pushing her out of my room I got closer to her face and said "and you wouldn't want that stupid face of yours to be ruined right?" "Lana are you seriously fighting again, do you want to go into the punish room?!" jessie the guard yelled "but she starte-" "I said would you want to go into the punish room!!?? your seventeen years old for gods sake!!!" she cut me off

"no ma'am" I said lowering my head "well it sure looked like you wanted!, ill let it slide but next time I will throw you in, I was looking for you because you got mail from your friend Jace" she said "really oh my gosh!!" I said jumping up and down as I saw from the corner of my eye Naomi and her friends leave "yes follow me so u can receive it" she said and I sprinted  behind her 

She reached inside her pocket and gave me a envelope "thank you ma'am thank you thank you thank you!!!" I said running to my room closing the door behind me, I opened the envelope excitedly and read carefully the words.

Missed me? I know its been a month but I got a new apartment, I also got a job and I'm planning to learn how to drive, hopefully ill get my license soon, I'm saving money for our flight tickets to London!! I'm so excited for you to come out of foster care so I can show you my apartment and how nice it is, I miss you so much Lana a lot a lot a lot a lot I cant wait!!!!! they also give u 1,000  pounds when you get out of foster care so you can get an apartment and food, u can use that for your flight, you can live with me and ill buy us food with my job money  but save the money foster care gives you so u can use it for the flight and food. also im gonna leave the address of my apartment here so you can search me when u get out of that place byee miss you so much

*address*

your crazy best friend

Jace

I was tearing up, I really missed him and I had left 2 months, I really couldn't wait to see him again, I wiped my tears with my hands and placed the envelope under my pillow and laid down smiling to myself.