Love can be so nice DISCONTINUED FOR NOW

How it goes

I rented an flat and stayed there for week, I was not letting that asswhole stop me from looking for my mom, I was furious, I cant believe I trusted that bastard and did the opposite of what my dad told me to do, I feel so stupid but it wont happen again.

I wont let any other guy in my life again, I will never trust a guy again, and I will never forget Jace, Not for the friendship that we had, for the things that he promised and lied about, he will always be in my heart as the last boy I ever trusted, yes it may sound stupid and dramatic, but for an orphan girl that has been suffering her whole life, the only person she trusted leaving aswell is pretty harsh and strong.

I got an uber to the airport and bought airplane tickets to London England for tomorrow, I packed my bags in my flat and ate a sandwich in the cafeteria, I have a lot of money so my plan is that when I get to London, I will rent a flat and start my research for my mom, I will first do research to see if she still lives there, maybe go into hospitals and check if she has any history in them or go to the gas stations to see if she had bought any gas or snacks.

I had everything planned well and I was ready to search for my mom, I wanted to ask her so many questions, why did she leave me with my abusive dad?, she could've brought me with her but why did she leave me?

I don't really think I could find Jace anymore, I couldn't search for him, I was so mad and sad at the same time, scratch that, I was depressed and furious at the same time I couldn't think straight while packing.

It was 9 pm and my flight was at 12pm so I had to leave a couple hours before, I was planning to leave at 10pm so I had 1 hour to shower and get ready, I showered and I applied a little bit of concealer that I bought in the gas station and a little bit of blush, in foster care I would watch the other girls my age use the make up that their old foster families bought them, they hid them in their pockets so they could keep them since they weren't going back to that foster family because they didn't want them, I used to see how they would apply concealer and blush and learned a little bit.

I looked pretty presentable so I grabbed my bags and my shoes, I put them on and checked out of the flat, I also needed to buy clothes so that the first thing I will do when I get to London.

I arrived at the airport and went thru security, I finally could sit in the gates and wait for my flight to arrive "Lana Maria oh my gosh you are so big my love!" a woman with a British accent blue eyes, blond short hair she was about 5'6 and she had a red t shirt, she was wearing jeans and had a leather jacket on top of the t shirt came up to me "I'm sorry do I know you?" I said confused "you don't remember me, its me Rose!" she said hoping I would remember her and then memories flood back, she used to babysit me and she was my mothers best friends since first grade, she was the best and she was basically a second mother to me "oh my gosh rose long time no see!!" I stood up in shock and hugged her 

"you cut your hair shorter it looks pretty on you that why I didn't recognize you!" I said smiling happy to see her again after a lot of years "yes thank you, wait are you headed to London?" she asked me "yes I got out of foster care not too long ago and I'm headed to London that's right" I said "Oh foster care?" she said confused "yeah mom left and dad died  couple years ago so I had no choice but to stay in foster care, no on really adopted me so I just turned 18 and left" I said "oh I'm so sorry, and sorry for asking I just got confused" she said "yeah its okay. But I really don't want to talk about it anymore its all in my past" I said "totally okay with that Lana, uhm anyways I came here to visit old friends and look I found you after a couple of years your so big!" she said smiling

"yess I still remember when you would babysit me and the last time I saw you was when you came to Mexico for vacation, I was 10 years old" I said smiling "that's really good to know that u still remember me, I recognized you easily for the mole you have in your neck just like your mothers and how you look exactly like her, I really don't remember the last time I had a conversation over the phone with her .." she said " do you have somewhere to stay in London sweetheart?" she said sitting down beside me "no really I'm actually planning to rent a flat" I said "well fuck that because I want you to stay with me at my house, flats in London are really expensive and I built my own house with my husband Christian, he's in Pennsylvania right now for work but he'll be home after tomorrow" she said

"I don't know if I should, I don't want to bother you Ros-" "of course not, you wont bother me angel, I need company anyways, we could have a girl night maybe watch some movies, and u can stay as long as you want, my husband can help you find a job wherever you want" she said smiling "really? thank you so much Rose this means so much to me" I said hugging her again "you can always count on me Lana" she said hugging me back.