Love can be so nice DISCONTINUED FOR NOW

I'm trying

I've been weeks trying to research my mom but I don't even know where to start, I've stayed in Rose's house for 2 weeks now and its been pretty nice if u ask me, she's  rich as fuck also so I've been living the life!

But I've bee really frustrated as well since I haven't gotten a single clue if my mom lives here or not, if she is at least is alive,  I was in my room researching in google on my phone 'how to look for lost family members' but nothing interesting or that could help me came up .

I  heard a knock on my door "come in" I said turning off my phone so she wouldn't suspect anything from me "heyyy" Rose said coming in and sitting beside me on my bed "what are you up to love?" she said " nothing just laying here watching the birds in the window, this room also has  great view" I said pointing out the window "that's amazing, but would u want to go shopping?, there's a very nice clothing store here that we can buy you clothes from, and then there's a ice cream shop right beside it" "sure let me take a shower and get ready ill be down in a couple minutes" I said nodding and going into the bathroom.

I took a quick shower and changed into a pair of jeans and a navy blue tank top that had  long sleeves and a pair of light blue jeans with a couple holes in the knees I sprayed perfume I bought in the pharmacy, it smelled like vanilla and I loved that smell I placed my hair in a messy high bun

I came down stairs and went to the kitchen "I'm ready Rose" I said "ok ill be out in a sec" she said from her room.

A couple minutes later she came out of the room with pink sweatshirt and a pair of black jeans "you look stunning Lana!" she said "thank you so much so do you!" I said fixing my tank top.

After shopping..

We came home, I bought a couple t- shirts and a couple jeans, I bought three pair of sweatpants and I was sitting in my desk trying to research more, it was really complicated I didn't know how to research anything, I mean I just got out foster care and there's no computers, phones, or iPad in there, so I know nothing about internet or how to use it, I also missed Jace, I know I have Rose  now but he was my best friend and I lost him I think...

You may be saying right now 'Lana get over it' but its impossible I really miss him and I was frustrated .

I started crying and went go bed, I laid down and cried but then the door opened "are you okay sweetheart??" Rose sat beside me in bed "yes I'm fine" I said cleaning my tears and smiling "you were crying just right now your not fine " she said caressing my hair "I'm fine I just feel frustrated but I'm okay ill get thru it just fine" I said smiling "Lana just so you know u can talk to me without being embarrassed or scared, you can trust me and count on me" she said "I don't really trust anybody these days but I'm okay" I said "Lana I know you've been thru so much but I want you to trust me I wont tell anyone but please talk to me" she said "fine... I didn't come to London to explore, I came to London because I wanted to find my mom but I don't know how to look for her so that's why I'm crying" I said sighing "why didn't you say it before, my husband knows a lot of people that can help research and find your mom quicker darling!!" she said smiling "really?" I said .

"Of course if you let me ill tell my  husband the situation and he'll help us I'm sure he will help, but I need full name and description of your mom " she said  waiting for me to talk "of course if he can help me ill tell him" I said smiling "thank you so much Rose" I said hugging her "of course darling no problem ill always be here for you".