Undying Devotion

"You are the entirety of my world"

Hey people, missed me ?? ,. But I really missed you all , here is the new updates , ❤️❤️...

Happy reading folks 🎊.

"Mujhe funkne se pahle Mera Dil nikal Lena ;
yah kisi ki hai Amanat mire sath jal naa  jaaye."

                                ~Anwar mirzapuri

Dear diary..

"socha tha zakhm hai bhar jaega!!!!!!!
kya khabar thi ki ra~ge~jaan me utar jaega" When I read this poetry of my most favorite poetress, I could understand the context behind it  but I was so proud, so sure of my understanding, my determination that I will never let myself fall into such misery.."Little did I know that every verse of this poetry would come to life , piercing through me like thorns in my heart.

" Today, in your absence,Karishma"  every line of this verse resonates with a pain I never knew before. . I had thought that just as I was expecting from you, that you would definitely within a few months forget me,in this way I too will slowly learn to bear the pain of this  distance from you,Yet, I cannot bring myself to grant even God the permission to erase you from my heart .As long as I am there, your name will always remark my existence.  Even when I am not there, my entire being is with you.Tears blurred her vision as she traced the passage of time. "It has been a year since I last saw your face, heard your voice. The pain of separation has grown into an unbearable weight to such extant that it ,  at times makes  me question why our paths ever crossed.You know Karishma"Today I am going to Mussoorie with my future life partner!  Huh! Life partner! , "She irked at it's mention....
For our engagement, which will be at the end of this week, and all I am able to think about is my greed ,  there is a greed within me, greed of you to free me from this cage , a longing for you to appear and stop this path I have chosen."But I know deep down, there is no turning back. I have sealed my fate, ."My heart hates me already ,  and my soul has broken ties with me forever.
Now if I am anything, then I am a living corpse whose  heartbeat is a whisper of hope for your happiness. And these  breaths which I am taking is  a constant reminder of the love I hold for you, in this endless void,...

Love..
Haseena.

Haseena tenderly placed her diary in the drawer of the table, With care, she brewed two cups of tea, the aroma danced in the air which was  comforting and warm. She poured one cup, letting the tea leaves settle, then gently filtered her own, Carrying her cup, she took her seat in the swing in the  balcony, trying to ease down her pain a bit , in the blissful evening of Kashmir , where the world seemed to slow down., as a  delicate forget-me-not flower drifted, landing gracefully in her tea. Without hesitation, Haseena rescued the tiny bloom from its liquid fate, cradling it gently in her palm. Nearby, a fish jar caught her eyes, and she carefully placed the flower inside, The sight of the forget-me-not stirred some beautiful memories as her heart ached when she remembered Karishma, lost to her on a day she wished to forget. "I curse that day," she whispered to the flower, her voice was  soft with sorrow, "when you were snatched away from me,"....

Flashback

The atmosphere in the Mumbai police headquarters was tense, with officers visibly distressed. "Haseena Mallik, do you realize how many lives have been put at risk because of your insistence on reopening this case?" an IPS officer shouted  at Haseena.

"Sir, if we survive this, it's our jobs that will be on the line for directly going against the underworld," another officer remarked, glaring at Haseena with frustration .

"haseena mallik apke iss zid ki wajah se , ab woh log hame direct mohra banayenge , apko kya lagta hai , jo aj tak nahi hua , woh Aaj ho jayega , kabhi nahi , arey ek do logo ki jaan Jane ke peeche aap ham sab Zinda logo ko kyu marna chahti hai"