Our Baby

Two

(Darren POV)

I looked outside and saw there was a package

That was weird

I don't remember any of us ordering anything lately

I picked sit up, reading the name

"To Ryan Nguyen"

"Huh"

I wasn't surprised, Ryan orders things a lot, him and Justin both. But I don't remember him ordering anything in the last week

But I did kinda want to know what he ordered so I took it up to his room

I remembered to knock this time

He answered the door

I swear I saw his eyes go wide

"Yeah?" He asked

"You got a package" I handed it to him

He mumbled a small "thanks" before he went to shut the door

"Wait what did you order?" I asked, now walking into his bedroom

"None of your business" he said

"Aw cmon man, please?"

He sighed

I couldn't tell he didn't want to tell me at first but eventually gave in

"Fine" he let me into his room

I sat on his bed as he unboxed whatever was in it

My eyes widened when I saw him pull out a pacifier

It was black with toothless on it

"You got a pacifier? But I thought you said you didn't want one?" I was confused

" I know... I just saw someone who would customize some for a cheap price soo... "

He got a little quiet

"It's alright Ryan, you know we wanted you to get one anyway"I rubbed his back, seeing as he looked scared or anxious

After a few minutes of talking he put the pacifier in his mouth

He seemed okay with it and liked it

He took it out and put it in his hoodie pocket and we went downstairs

All of us were doing our own things

We got off of work a couple hours ago so we had free time

"You wanna tell them what you ordered Ryan?" I asked him out loud

"Ooooh, what did you order?" Seb asked

Ryan mumbled

"A pacifier"

"Really?"

"But I thought you said you didn't want one?"

"I know but I saw some and their was someone selling some for a cheap price, so I got one custom made and ordered it"

"So what doe sit look like?" Kane asked, growing curious

Ryan pulled the toothless themed pacifier out of his pocket before sitting on the couch

"Aww you really are toothless" Justin said as he smirked

"Shut up I am not!"

"It's alright ry. We're glad you decided to get one instead of sucking your thumb" Oliver said while smiling

(Ryan POV)

around 9pm I went to my room to chill

I was watching YouTube when I caught myself sucking my thumb

I grabbed the pacifier and put it in my mouth

I relaxed under the covers and watched some YouTube

About an hour later Justin walked in

"Mind if I chill with you?" He asked as he jumped on my bed

I made a small noise of approval

"You look so tiny with that" He said, poking my cheek

I rolled my eyes while he got under the blankets with me and we layed down together

"You gonna sleep?" Justin asked once he saw my eyes closing

I spit out the pacifier

"No" I turned away from him

"You sure?"

"I'm sure"

It was almost 3 in the morning and I  couldn't sleep

Justin already went back to his and Darren's room

Oliver's room was right next to mine and he was probably still awake anyways

I got up, grabbing my blanket and the pacifier before walking out of my room, trying to be as quiet as possible

I quietly opened his door, not surprised to find him awake

"Ryan?"

"I can't sleep" I said as I walked over to his bed and layed in it

He got off his phone and turned to me

"You didn't need bring your blanket"

"But it's the small one"

He rolled his eyes playfully as we snuggled up together

He saw my pacifier and placed it in my mouth gently

He ran his fingers through my hair

"Shhh shh shhh"

The action made me really sleepy and I felt my eyes getting heavy

"Go to sleep ry"

He kept running his fingers through my hair before I fell asleep