Our Baby

Six

(Ryan POV)

I could hear the loud noises coming from the club from inside the car

The music was loud and people were walking in and out, looking drunk or tired. I was rethinking my decisions on agreeing to come here

We all got out of the car, Darren making sure to lock it before we headed into the club, managing to get behind rest of the guys

The music was as loud as possible. People were drunk everywhere and dancing on each other, leaving no room for Jesus

I clinged onto Justin, not wanting to get lost in the crowd

"You okay?" I looked up after hearing his deep voice. I realized I was hugging his back as he walked

I nodded "I'm just a little scared I'll get lost" I simply replied

He nodded and took my hand, helping me walk with him over to the bar

We met with Darren and Kane who were all ready sitting down and drinking

I took a seat on the left side of Kane, Justin siting on the other side of Darren

"Do you want anything to drink?" Kane asked

I shook my head, already wanting to leave

(Time skip)

We had so far been here for almost an hour when Darren, Kane, and Justin decided to convince to get up and walk around. They said it would be good for me to try and find a girl or something?

So far the only girls looking at me where ones who were so drunk the couldn't stand or walk straight and had to have the friends help them

The music was loud, the smell of achohol was starting to hurt my head and I wanted to find one of the boys

After pushing through everyone(and being pushed) I finally found Sebastian

He was talking to some girl, I think they were flirting

"H-hey Seb?" I walked up to him, hoping he would see I really needed to talk to him

The chest nut headed girl kept looking out me, eventually Sebastian noticed and stop talking, turning around

"Oh hey Ryan"

"Can I talk to you from a sec...?"

"Uh sure, excuse us for a moment." He excused us before pulling me into a less crowded area

"What's wrong?"

"I just wanted to know if you know when we're leaving?"

"I'm sorry I don't, why? Is everything okay?" A look of worry was written all over his face

"My head is hurting and I don't know where the rest of the guys are" I said while looking down. I felt really nervous and anxious, wanting to get out of thid place as soon as possible

I felt his slim fingers rub my back in attempt to calm me down

"Don't cry, we can leave if you want"

Crying? I was crying?

I felt hot tears roll down my cheeks. realizing I was crying,I quickly rubbed my face

"Come on, let's go find one of them" he took his hand in mine and started walking

We eventually found Regie and some girl with black hair and fierce looking eyes making out

"Yo reg"

He stoped kissing the girl and looked at Seb, clearly pissed off

"What?" Regie put an arm around the girl

She didn't seem to upset or anything, infact I think she could tell Seb was concerned and I was upset

"When are we leaving?" Seb asked as I tried to get closer to him. There was a couple of people dancing a little to close to me

"I don't know, why?"

"Ryan's not feeling good"

Regie sighed

"Let me try and call Oli" he said as he pulled out his phone to call him

We got Oliver to answer and after a long 20 minutes all seven of us met up to leave

We got in the same cars as before and left to get some dinner

I put my air pods back in, but took them out not a second later when I heard my name being called

"You alright?" Darren's raspy voice asked me

I nodded before putting the air pods back in my ears and turning my music up and drowning out all of the background noise

When we got to the restaurant,I didn't get out of the car. Justin and Darren stoped to look back at me

"Do you not wanna come in with us?" Darren asked

I shook my head

"I don't feel good" I said in a soft tone

I saw Oliver walking over to check on us, wondering why we are not coming in

"What's going on?"

"Ry says he doesn't feel good" Justin answered for me

Oliver opened the back door and felt my forehead and cheeks. Did he think I was sick?

"I'm not sick oli, I just don't feel good. I don't wanna go in"

Oliver gave me a look of concern, like a mother did when she was worried for her child

I was afraid to ask, already knowing the answer but I still asked anyways

"Can I just wait out here?"

"No way, we're gonna be in there for at least an hour, we can order the food to go, or you can come in with us"

I looked down

"Why don't we just go in and order it to go, he clearly doesn't feel good" Kane said, now standing with us

Everyone agreed and Oliver went in to order everything

After 15-20 minutes we left and went to the house to eat

I sat between Kane and Sebastian at the table. I stayed quiet while everyone laughed and talked

"Are you going to finish that?" Regie asked from across the table, he wanted my food

Oliver smacked him

"He's barley eaten today, let him finish his own food" Oliver scolded Regie.

I pitifully looked down at my meal, not wanting to eat

"Come on, you haven't been eating a lot lately Ry" Oliver said in a caring tone as he rubbed my back

"I'm really not hungry" I quietly said

The guys all glanced at each other before Sebastian spoke finally

"Just wrap up your food and put it in the fridge"

I nodded and did so

(Kane POV)

"Why do you guys think hes not eating so much?" I asked, making sure to speak in a hushed tone since Ryan was just in the other room

No one had an answer

" I don't know but his anxiety's getting worse is what it seems like" Justin said

We all agreed, it ha been getting a lot worse.

Ryan then walked into the kitchen

"I'm going to my room" he told us

"Alright, goodnight" Oliver said

We all cleaned up the table and headed to our own rooms. I went to mine and started researching some stuff that would maybe help us figure out what was wrong with Ryan