It's always been you.

𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐡 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 ♡︎

Recap
Pansy pov
Mattheo gently removed y/ns hand from his hand and then I was surprised to what I saw next..HE KISSED HER FOREHEAD! I almost gasped out loud. Mattheo eventually left mine and y/ns dorm and i began to fall asleep. That was really weird I should read too much into it he just probably wanted her safe.

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Y/ns PoV
I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off . I had a serve headache as I was hungover. I looked at the other side of the room to see pansy still sleeping. Not surprised. I had not regained my memories YET of last night or how I even ended up back in my dorm.i was not as worried as I ended up safe in my bed but I was more worried about how angry snape would be if I was late to his lesson, I had potions today, good luck to me.

I was done doing my makeup and outfit by 8:00am just in time for breakfast in the great hall pansy had woken up during that time and had finished getting ready at 8:00am too

What y/n wore:

8:30 (in great hall)
Me and pansy made it to breakfast just in time before it was over we sat down by Draco,blaise Theodore, Enzo and mattheo. During breakfast everyone was talking to everyone normally but mattheo was more weird then normal he was not making eye contact with me or even looking at me at all he would usually give me death stares.

I regained a little detail from yesterday night when I was intoxicated, mattheo was with me on the astronomy tower. Did I say or do anything to him to make him not even look at me? I was worried but did not read much into it. I was more worried about how Enzo was distant and cold with me he only said one word to me on the breakfast table which was "morning" not even a good morning?????

I didn't understand why he was still mad. Normally whenever we have a quarrel he gets over it the next day. What was so different about last night, I didn't want to say anything at breakfast table as we were all going to get late for our classes so I decided to speak to him later on the day

9:00
I got to my potions class on time. Whereas mattheo came in 10 minutes late, snape took off 10 slytheein point just because he was late which in my opinion is stupid. Mattheo sat next to me as we are partners he reeked of cigarettes,
Y/ns thoughts *whys he smoking so early in the morning,well it is mattheo*
I put my head on the desk as I still had a headache and not to my surprised snape hit a book on my head to get me to wake up

Mattheo: "still hungover are we? You shouldn't have gotten drunk on a school night when potions is our first period" he whispered

Mattheos words brought up the memories from last night when he said:
"what's got you so upset y/l/n that you had to get drunk on a school night?"
I remembered everything about last night.
I aas embarrassed as the fact I was rambling about how I felt to mattheo while he was just listening
Y/n thoughts: *did he care why else would he listen to me talk about my feelings?*
No way he would care it's mattheo. I just rolled my eyes at his comment as I felt awkward. I never open up to anyone why did I have to open to him out of all people.

In potions class today snape was teaching us about this one specific potion, Amortentia.

Snape: "I have prepared this one concoction this morning does anyone want to tell me what it is called?

Y/n raises her hands

Snape: "yes miss mikealson what is the potion?"

Y/n: "it is the most powerful love  potion in the world.. Amortentia, it is rumoured to smell differently to each person according to what attracts them"

Snape: "correct 10 points go to slytherin house .do you want to give an example of what you smell miss mikealson?"

Y/n: " for example I can smell cigarettes and oak wood..."
I realised i was describing mattheos smell, Mattheo looks up and stares at me in confusion his confused face turned into a smirk when he also realised i described his smell.i tried not to even look at him the whole time we had left of potions.

12:00 lunch
I decided now was the best time to talk to Enzo about yesterday night. I looked for him first in the great hall as that is where we normally hang out for lunch but to my surprise he was not there. I had asked Theodore if he had seen Enzo as they were in the previous class together, but Theodore had only just said he probably went back to their common room.

I had made my way up to the slytherin common room to hear people giggling and just talking. But it was coming from Enzos dorm I did not think much of it and just walked in to see Enzo ontop of a random ravenclaw girl.

I was surprised.i stood there dumbfounded not knowing what to say or how to react. Enzo had not realised I had walked in to him cheating on me he was to busy with the other girl. I coughed to gain his attention which worked.

Enzo straight away got off the girl and came to me trying to apologise.i was not listening to him I stood their in shock and tears in my eyes trying to stop them from coming out, it was no use my tears were pouring down my face.i did not want Enzo to see me weak,so i just ran to the only place i knew,

the astronomy tower.