It's always been you.

𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐇 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑♡︎

Recap

Mattheo: "well that's all true Lorenzo is my friend which is why I want to do this I know he loves you and he made a stupid mistake. with this fake dating it can open up a second chance for you both to date again if he realised what he did and what he lost"

I thought for some time what mattheo said seemed to make sense

Y/n: "fine why not.."

Present time
It was after all our classes were over that I asked mattheo to meet me to negotiate the terms of our agreement and how this fake dating would go.

We both were on the astronomy tower, I had a pen and paper in my hands writing down what was acceptable and not in this new "relationship" one of the agreements that we had made for this fake dating was mattheo and I were not to be able to kiss each other but were were allowed to touch each other otherwise people would get suspicious.

We had both also agreed to not tell anymore about this "relationship" as it would be embarrassing if anyone was to find out.

The idea of this relationship was to make Enzo jealous and to make him realise what he had lost so he'd come begging back. Mattheo agreed to it for Lorenzo as he just wanted him to be happy and he was always his happiest with me.

Mattheo and I hand shaked on this deal. The day we show/tell everyone we were "dating" will be in the morning and I was dreading what my friends reaction to this would be...

The next day
I started my day like every other day, I got ready and did my makeup and went to the great hall but today I did not go with pansy instead I had gone with mattheo.

Y/ns outfit;

I had walked into the great hall for breakfast holding Mattheos hand.
Y/ns thought: ew why am I doing this urggg I don't want to hold this cunts hand

As soon as we both walked in we were greeted with confused and dirty stares from everyone. We had both reached the slytherin table and sat down by each other by our friends who were even more confused on why we were together and holding hands. Enzo just glared sternly at mattheo looking at him as if he wanted to hit him, before anyone could even say anything Enzo slammed his hands on the table and got up and stormed out of the great hall.

Me and mattheo looked at each other smiling and he whispered to me
Mattheo "it's working"
I just nodded my head in agreement.
Pansy from across the table gave me a confused look I just smiled at her and didn't make eye contact with her anymore as I found it hard to not tell her about my situation right now.

We had just finished breakfast and me and mattheo were walking to our first lesson holding hands through the hallway and getting stares from people they were didn't even know. And people coming up to us asking if we were together but we just ignored them and kept walking to our next class

We had reached our next class and to our luck Lorenzo was in the same class as us . Me and mattheo never sit together in ANY class except from potions as we never get along, but we had too to keep this charade up so we were forced to sit next to one another.

Me and mattheo sat next to each other with Lorenzo behind us just giving us death stares. I did not want to talk to mattheo as he was being a irritating cunt but I had to speak to him to make it seem we like each other
Y/ns thoughts: "I can't stand him how long do we have to keep up with this fake dating"

Mattheo started to whisper in my ear and told me to pretend he was saying something funny but I just ignored him and carried on doing my work but he kicked my leg under the table causing me pain he kept doing that until I faked laughed. I whispered into Mattheos ears

Y/n: "if you fucking kick me again your fucking dead now pretend to laugh as if I said something funny back"

I said this to him digging my nails into his hand. He was in pain so he reluctantly fake laughed.

I could feel eyes burning at the back of my head from Enzos glaring I looked back and I could see he was furious his hands were in fists and he was just staring at my hand over Mattheos hand

I liked that Enzo was mad it meant he cared for me still. But that still did not justify that he had cheated on me. 

I went back to my dorm for lunch as I needed a break as I was exhausted of pretending to fake date mattheo he was unbearable. Pansy followed me back to our dorm she shut the door behind us and shouts at me in a stern voice

Pansy: "what the fuck is going on between you and mattheo first he kisses you on your forehead when your sleeping now your holding hands?"

I was taken back to what pansy said about mattheo kissing my forehead. I had no idea he did that when and why did he do that..

I had to keep my act up and lie to her

Y/n: "pans me and Enzo broke up it was a mutual thing and I just caught feelings for mattheo.." I lied
I was disgusted with myself  for lying to my bsf and telling her I have feelings for mattheo like anyone can ever like him.

Pansy: "your lying to me... I can tell when you lie but I don't get why your lying.."

I just started at pansy with a blank expression as I knew I couldn't say anything anymore because she'd know I'm lying even more to her, I had to tell her the truth there was no other way.

I had told pansy the WHOLE truth about how Enzo had cheated and how me and mattheo are fake dating so we can make Enzo jealous

I had broken one of the rule of mine and Mattheos agreement I wonder what other rule I would break.. ☺️

Pansy was taken back about what I said she never thought Enzo would cheat on me let alone me fake date mattheo or how we even agreed on fake dating each other as we hate one another. But pansy supported me as I knew she would 

Pansy: "what are you and  mattheo going to do now with your fake dating you need to take it to another step to make Enzo even more jealous"

Y/n: " I know we are taking things slow so it seems real.."
Y/n: "pans can I ask you when did you see mattheo kissing my forehead?"

Pansy: "the day you were really drunk he brought you back to the dorm and tucked you in and when he was leaving he kissed your forehead it was really weird I thought you hated each other"

Y/n: "I promise you we do hate each other, me and mattheo will never ever be a thing EVER"

Pansy just raised her eyebrows and smiled