{I'm sorry..}

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School SEKAI
Wednesday,6:15pm
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"Come on!I know you can do better,stupid bitch!"Shiho scolded,harshly smacking the back of my head.

It was the second time she had yelled at me this week.I have never known why she had suddenly turned on me like this...

She's never like this to Ichika or Saki...
I wonder why..?Wait...

Am I just...
Not good enough?

I shakily sighed,getting up and quickly walking away from my drumset.

"Hona?Where are you going?!"Saki's voice seemed almost distant.

I ignored her,leaving the classroom and silently making my way up to the rooftop.Quietly closing the door behind me,I walked over towards the fence,taking a seat and staring at the dark starry sky.

I could finally just...
cry it all out.

Curling up on the floor,I let my emotions run free,and I had finally started crying.
Small cries had become loud sobs.

But,I still felt this heavy feeling...

I felt a hand on my shoulder,and I instantly fell silent,slowly looking up.Luka was crouching next to me,wearing a soft smile.

"Why are you crying,Hona?"

"Just...a difficult day...nothing much..."

Luka's expression clearly showed that she didn't believe a word I spoke.She gently grabbed my arm,pulling me off the ground.Luka lifted my head up by my chin,frowning as she looked at my face closely.

"I can see it's something more important than that.Tell me what's wrong,Honami."She said sternly.

I paused,staring back at her,unsure of what to say.
Should I really just be honest...?
Yeah,okay...

"It's just...Shiho is being..oddly mean and...I feel like...I'm not good enough..."I said quietly,feeling my eyes watering all over again.

"Ah...I see..."

Luka then pulled me into a soft and gentle embrace,slowly rubbing circles onto my back.I squeezed her tightly,quietly sobbing into her shoulder.

After I finally stopped bawling,I pulled away from Luka,looking away in embarrassment.
"I'm...sorry,Luka..."

Luka furrowed her brows,tilting her head in confusion."What for,Hona...?You have no reason to apologise..."

"I do!I was just being so...pathetic over nothing..."

Luka shook her head sadly,patting my shoulder."Just...go home,eat dinner,and go to bed.Okay,Honami?"

I nodded,getting ready to leave the SEKAI.

"I'll talk with Shiho for you,just take care of yourself...I can see your eyebags.."Luka smiled,leaving the rooftop.

Sigh...

Have I really not slept enough...?
Whatever,I'll just do what Luka said and leave...

Nobody wants me in here anyway..

{Introduction:End}
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Word count:435

Author note:Short beginning chapter because yes.

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