Matthew's POV (SURPRISE!)
I just got done talking to Nash about Cameron. I told Nash I had to go, but I really didn't. I just get this feeling like, oh I dunno, like I want to rip out Cameron's heart and chuck it across the room! I'm sorry but man, just hearing his name pisses me off. He is such an inconsiderate prick. Walking around like gays are nothing more than a pile of dog shit! We are humans too. Like please, get over yourself. I feel bad for Nash. I mean he is infatuated with Cameron, (whether he admits it or not) and Cameron will lead him on and then drop like it's nothing.. I guess the reason I get so mad is because Cameron's best friend is Carter Reynolds. The hottest Asian you will ever see. Carter and I used to be good friends. Well, before the Cameron incident.
I grew to love him during our friendship. Then one day I got the courage to tell him how I felt. And when Carter was about to say something, Cameron fucking Dallas had to show up and ruin everything! He said "ewwe Carter why the fuck do actually hang out with..with.. THAT?! He is that one fag Nash's friend! I bet he just wants to take your ass virginity!" Then I did something I never thought I would. I called Cameron out. "First of all, Nash is a person too and doesn't deserve to be called a 'fag', Second, I already have!" I then waited not so patiently for his response. He said "What?! Ewwe Carter you fucking swing that way? I thought better of you bro!" I just sat there and smiled until Carter said "Ummm no man, I just needed to get some and soon! And my girl being out of town and all...I got him to fuck me. It wasn't like I actually cared about him!" So I sat there crushed. ' I, Matthew Lee Espinosa am not going to be anyone's fuck and chuck, smash and dash, side 'dick' or whatever the fuck you want to call it!' Is all I thought the whole time...
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I look down at my phone. I think about calling Carter, but decide against it. He probably won't answer.
Carter's POV (SURPRISE! PT 2)
I sit there in my bed. Thinking. Thinking about what could've been said, what should've been said, what would have happened if I wasn't such a pussy and just stood up for Matthew and myself. Fucking Cam! I look at my phone and a small smile plays on my face. I look at my lock screen. It's me and Matthew and we just so happened to be wearing matching outfits. He looked so cute. I came out to my parents a week before the whole Cameron interruption incident. I guess I just lost my shit when that happened. I was afraid Cam would never talk to me again. I was being a selfish cunt and owe Matt an apology. A big one. I glance at my phone once again and decided to text Matt. Well here goes nothing...
Me- Hey Matt? Umm its me carter. Please answer me.
Matt's POV
I look at the ceiling and then I hear my phone ding. I look at who the message is from... I froze. My heart stops... It's CARTER...
Text Convo:
Cartah- Hey Matt? Umm its me carter. Please answer me.
Me- What do you want Carter?
Cartah- To see you...
Me- No. Sorry.
Cartah- Please Matty! I need to see your face, I need to talk to you!
Me- We're talking aren't we? Isn't this enough for you?
Cartah- Yea but just..
Me- Just what?
Cartah- Just hear me out! Please
Me- Shoot.
Cartah- I'm really sorry for what happened the day you told me how you felt. I've been thinking about how I'm nothing without you. I didn't realize how much I miss your smile, how much I need you. I love you, okay? Please love me back! I need you!
Me- I do love you Carter Reynolds. I always will, and Always have.
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I fell asleep with the thoughts of Carter and I's conversation. I'm not at war with my feelings now, I'm able to stop wondering now. No more what if's.
Carter's POV
I sent the message with no regrets. Then 5 seconds ((of summer)) later I hear a ding from my phone. My heart rate increases, My palms get sweaty, I'm a nervous wreck. Then I see who the message is from... Matty!
*to lazy to put in the whole convo again*
((Well I'm not...))
Me- Hey Matt? Umm its me carter. Please answer me.
Matty - What do you want Carter?
Me- To see you...
Matty - No. Sorry.
Me- Please Matty! I need to see your face, I need to talk to you!
Matty - We're talking aren't we? Isn't it enough for you?
Me- Yea but just..
Matty - Just what?
Me- Just hear me out! Please
Matty- Shoot.
Me- I'm really sorry for what happened the day you told me how you felt. I've been thinking about how I'm nothing without you. I didn't realize how much I miss your smile, how much I need you. I love you, okay? Please love me back! I need you!
Matty - I do love you Carter Reynolds. I always will, and Always have.
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I did it! I told him! He said he loves me back! There is no better feeling than this.
AN: Longest chapter yet!! Even though its not even 1000 words. ((Now it is :) )) I brought Matt and Carter into the story though. I also just realized how thirsty I made Carter sound. Vote and comment! And the chapter would have been longer but I forgot to save half of it and almost the whole chapter deleted and I didn't want to fix it. ((You lazy ass... What am I gonna do with you))
Xoxo, Zoe✌
((And Amanda... I sound like I just want attention in every chapter too XD))
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