every little changes can sent me spiraling
im trying to walk away but i can't
im burning bridges down and its not fair
my walls are high but it keeps on falling
i can feel time passing by right beneath the ground like all the fair weather friends i had banished out of my life,
it's coming back to me now.
how people die but pain is immortal
or how many times did your heart get broken by the same guy?
or when strings of faith left you stranded?
and that there's no one to hold when you thought its the end
betrayal is the knife on the jacket of a friend you once loved
when they hold it close and buried it on your chest
blood splattered all over
and the town kept on whispering how they waited for times like this
reception is when you see yourself on the mirror and your reflection talked back
or when you reconnected to a lost version of yourself that was taken by time and inevitable circumstance way back
or when you find yourself writing down your thoughts on a journal that has been ripped out
or when you spilled your guts to a stranger you once met downtown
revenge is dreaming of time machines and paradise
and meeting the love of your life there on the right time
when he kisses you and and the sky clears out the sun wishes you a farewell night
when your fantasy happens and you can't wait for more
it's when you realize that the world doesn't matter as long you keep holding on
it might be cruel but life is beautiful
we live to meet people and disconnect with them we bloom like flowers, and wither in time we make memories
and die like stars.
