"Kayla, i'm not sure if you can hear me but the doctors said you might. i'm sorry i let this happen to you. if it wasn't for me you wouldn't be in this hospital. I'm so sorry sis. this is the last thing i wanted to happen to you, please be ok. If you don't get better i don't know what i'd do. please please please be ok" i hear a voice but i'm unable to respond.
"Dillon, come on, let your mother come stay with her now" i hear a man say. he sounds familiar. i feel a hand touch my hand then dillon leave's. i hear someone sit next to me.
"Hey baby girl, i love you. I can't believe this has happened to you. I'm sorry i haven't really been around for the last couple years, but in order for you to have a home and food to eat i had to take on two jobs. I'm so sorry i have't been here for you when you really needed me."
I'm guessing this is my mom, concidering a man made Dillon leave so my mom could spend time in here. all the sudden i hear a weird noise.
Beep Beep Beep Beeeeeeeeep
"Doctor!! come quick! Kayla! Kayla no!!! please no! Doctor help her!" i hear mom say. i hear the door open and people rushing in. next thing i know i'm in a huge dark place. a bright light suddenly appears. "Hello?" i say hoping someone will respond.
"hello Kayla." i hear a voice coming from the light.
"where am i?" i say.
"your on your way to heaven my dear child." a man says, he doesn't sound familiar.
"what? i....i....I'm dead?" i say, i'm in complete shock right now.
"yes."
"but how?when? why now? i'm to young. i had my whole life ahead of me, and all the sudden it's all over?" i say, i don't want to be dead. i have so much to live for, and to do.
"Kayla.do you want to do back? if so you need to tell me now before it's to late" he says, i can see someone now. it's a tall man.
"yes i want to go back. as much as hated things i dont wanna leave yet. I'm not ready to die."
"Good bye Kayla, I'll see you again soon" he says. then all the sudden i see people around me.
"she's alive!!" i hear voices say.
i see people looks at me with smiles. then everything goes black.
what seems like hours go by and i wake up. i look at the chair beside me and i see a boy. i think his name was Jake, but i can't be sure.
"hey, you ok?" he says.
"Yea, i'm sorry but i forgot your name." i say, trying not to sound rude.
"I'm Jake." he says. he seems sad.
"are you ok?" i say.
"yea i'm fine. how are you feeling? he says. changing the subject.
"okay i guess. other then the fact i can't really move, i'm really hungry, and i don't remember anything" I'm trying to smile but it's so hard when i don't know what's going on.
"well before you ended up in here, You and I never really talked that much" he said looking down at something. i can't see it cause the side of the hospital bed is in the way.
"oh... why?" I say.
"well I don't know. we just never got to really know each other. And then when you and Alexis got in the fight, I thought I'd never see you again." he said.
"well is there a specific place you got to be at right now?"
"no not really" he says.
"then why don't we start getting to know each other right now?" i say
"how will that work you don't remember anything"
"well why don't you tell me what i was like before i ended up here?"
"Okay, where do i start?" he says. maybe if he tells me about who i was or what i used to do, maybe it will make me remember something.
"start anywhere''
"ok well, your a teenager that loved the beach, loved to dance. your favorite color was blue and black. you liked me. your favorite trip was to Florida for 2 weeks during the summer, 2 years ago before Dillon left. your favorite animal is an elephant, dog and a lot of animal's in the ocean. you loved amusement parks, your favorite dance genre is Ballet. you've always dreamed of being a professional dancer. you love being around children, your someone really special. Your truly an amazing person..." he says. he slightly looks down.
"oh" i say. kinda shocked. if we never talked how could he know about me? "how do you know so much" i ask.
"you were always so worried and focused on everything that you were doing, you never realised how I feel about you."
"well when i get out of here, and/or if i get my memory back, wanna start over?" i say
"Yea, i'd like that, well i outta go, my mom will be here any minute now" he says. i have a feeling he doesn't want to leave me here alone.
"ok, Bye Jake" i say as i try to wave to him.
"Bye Kayla" he says. he gives me a quick hug then leaves.
over the next few days the doctor and my family tries to jog my memory some what. they show me pictures of the past, and stuff i had and loved so much.
"Kayla, we know you didn't have to much damage from the accident. so we are gonna go ahead and let you out within the next hour." the doctor says.
"oh ok sir" i say. i'm happy that i can leave, but i'm scared. i'm going home to a place i don't know and people i'm not very familiar. Jake had been here to see me quite often over the last few days, certainly more than anyone has. but i guess i just gotta hope that i get my memory back. It's really the only thing i can do.
