Delicate Love - Tayvis Fic

V - Test

Chapter 5

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Joe broke me, physically and mentally. I couldn't be myself after he left me. Before he broke up with me, he said, "The truth is I didn't love the idea of you. I don't think I ever actually did." That hurt like a knife stabbing in my heart.

I haven't had any nicotine in my body for almost 36 hours. I may or may not be going crazy. I threw up 7 times and I'm not sure if it's from the nicotine or the amount of alcohol I had. I woke up in the middle of the night hot and sweaty, my nose getting stuffy when I sat up.

I got up from bed and slipped on some sweatpants and a robe. Travis wanted me to stay at his house for a couple of days but I refused. If I'm going to withdraw from nicotine, I will do it in the comfort of my own home. I've noticed my vocals getting worse and I cough anytime I sing too high.

I stumbled over to my piano and started playing. I sang when the lyrics came to my mind.

In the quiet spaces where dreams take flight,
A love story unfolds, painted in soft light.
Heartbeats sync, a rhythm so right,
In the canvas of love, emotions ignite.

A gentle whisper, like a tender breeze,
Love's melody, a symphony to appease.
In the dance of passion, worries cease,
A timeless connection, a sweet release.

Oh, the love song's melody, a tune so sweet,
In the harmony of hearts, two worlds meet.
A dance of souls, love's heartbeat,
In the tapestry of emotions, love is complete.

Through the stormy nights and the sunlit days,
Love's resilience in myriad ways.
In the laughter shared, and the tears ablaze,
A love story written in a myriad of phrases.

A gentle whisper, like a tender breeze,
Love's melody, a symphony to appease.
In the dance of passion, worries cease,
A timeless connection, a sweet release.

Oh, the love song's melody, a tune so sweet,
In the harmony of hearts, two worlds meet.
A dance of souls, love's heartbeat,
In the tapestry of emotions, love is complete.

Through the highs and lows, love will abide,
A constant companion, a gentle guide.
In the ebb and flow of the love tide,
A journey together, side by side.

As the seasons change, and time unfolds,
Love deepens, a story to be told.
Through the mysteries of silver and gold,
In the warmth of love, hearts never grow cold.

A gentle whisper, like a tender breeze,
Love's melody, a symphony to appease.
In the dance of passion, worries cease,
A timeless connection, a sweet release.

Oh, the love song's melody, a tune so sweet,
In the harmony of hearts, two worlds meet.
A dance of souls, love's heartbeat,
In the tapestry of emotions, love is complete.

In the final notes of this love serenade,
A promise of forever, a bond unswayed.
In the echoes of love, memories are laid,
A timeless melody, in hearts, engraved.

I felt tears stream down my cheeks onto my piano. I'm in love with Travis.

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One time in 6th grade, we had to write a poem about anything. I don't know why, but I chose to write about love. I hadn't known much about it, except for all the mushy stuff. I liked to write songs, so writing a poem was easy. However, my writing abilities didn't come in handy and I didn't do too well. I started to cry in class and kids would laugh and pick on me, but they didn't get it. Getting a bad score on a poem was like someone telling me that they hate a song that I tried so hard on. Usually, I didn't let it get to me, but sometimes it feels like being hit by a bus.

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I leaned against the bathtub, letting the hot water warm my body up. I'm scared to look at the flipped upside-down test on the ledge of the tub. Even if I am pregnant, it's my least concern. My biggest concern is who the father is. I didn't have protected sex with Travis or Matty.

I dumped my head in the water, completely soaking my hair. I sat in my thoughts. What if I am growing a child inside of me? What am I going to do with the media and my tour? Shit, this is really bad timing. I got out of the bath and dried myself off. I stared at the test wondering if it was time. Better to know sooner than later...

"Oh, thank god." One line; negative. I'm not pregnant with anyone's child.

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Short chapter sorry but this was mainly just a filler chapter cuz i have no idea what to write about 😵‍💫

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