Love and emo (Jake x Johnnie)

Jake's Desirable Thoughts

Jake thinks to himself after filming yet another video with his best friend Johnnie. They've been friends for a few years now and they've been inseparable sense. Jake can't help but think about Johnnie more than he probably should be, and in certain ways that he probably shouldn't be...but he can't help it.

𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘦...𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥

Jake swallows hard and puts his hand over his forehead.

𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦?

Jake starts to feel hot while the thoughts keep running wild about his so called "friend." He sighs and starts to get up, he shakes off the weird and lewd thoughts out of his head. Jake opens his bedroom door and walks into the kitchen to get a late-night snack. Johnnie was already in the kitchen and jake suddenly stops in his tracks and his breath catches. He was just standing there shirtless, he turned in jakes direction after hearing him.

"Hey jake!, it's pretty late why are you still up?" Johnnie smiles a little and sips his glass of water.

Jake's face felt hot, and he started to feel really nervous for some reason. He's been living with johnnie for a while now, so he's confused as to why he feels so lustful to see his friend without a shirt on. He snapped out of his thoughts and laughed nervously.

"I uh just couldn't sleep and I wanted a snack haha, why are you still up?" Jake tries his best to advert his eyes away from Johnnies pale skinny torso.

Johnnie places his hand on the back of his head in a tired motion, "the same reason honestly, I mean I sleep a lot during the day but at night it's been harder maybe I'm just too lonely" Johnnie says in a joking way.

𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵... Jake says in his head, or so he thought. He didn't realize that what he was thinking came out in a mumble.

"Hm? did you say something?" johnnie tilts his head a little in confusion. Jake freezes and starts to panic.

"UHM OH NOTHING IM JUST GONNA-" Jake scrabbles out of the kitchen slamming his door shut leaving johnnie in utter confusion but johnnie shakes it off and waltz back into his room.

𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘰𝘵. Jake plops onto his bed in complete embarrassment, he pulls his blanket onto himself and closes his eyes. The only thing able to put him to sleep was the desirable thoughts of his newfound crush, johnnie.

END OF CHAPTER 1. <3