Where it all began

Chapter 3: New Era

                 Present Days
During my nine days living here in the US I couldn't sleep. There's a lot of unfinished business in my head, lots of adjustments and I don't think I will be fine. It feels like a new place, a new personality and new me? That's no way good i mean i need a bestie and a guy friend which it's hard to do for me 2 weeks was been passed on the first month of january and it's time for my first day school January 9 i was very nervous my mom drive me on the my school and the school for me was like a maze with lots of american people and yeah my tour guide around the school came he's tall and he looks good? And he is a senior that will be graduating soon his perfume was a very strong scent he got the aura the fame and hair flip every second every time he asks me about my life while i wasn't paying that much attention because i was distracted by him i know his name was Joe he plays baseball at that time i wanna grab the opportunity to ask his social media or even take a selfie but my guts ugh i didn't say a word but he has that green eyes looking at mine as the tour ended he escorted me on my first class almost screamed the butterflies on my stomach the way he opens the door and told me everything that you do will be fine i said thank you while things are getting handed by me there's a time that my schedule got mixed up a lot 5 times in a row i joined an jrotc which my mother forced me to she doesn't care when someone is suffering she only thinks it's herself my feeling know that she changed she changed her name and identity and worst personality she wasnt the mom that i used to go crazy with back then when i was a kid growing up is like once you've reach the age the more you wanted to go back to the days when you are a kid just playing with no rules every night i have a curfew bedtime every movement of mine is exactly dangerous all of the camera's are in the house and i still haven't got a real friend that who would join me and always there when needed i mean come on i have my old friends from the france back back then...
Ugh anyways lots of moments i'm always alone yeah i have of the people support and being proud but they don't know that pain in my heart that slowly killing me step by step word by word every words it's a sharp knife i always love watching some movies but for me it was cute when a mother and daughter scene hey i'm not saying my mother is a bad mother it's just the way she treats me the more i remember all of the memories during 2023 year the more i want to move on but still i can't