Where it all began

Chapter 2 Did I experience love?

Well first time in my life i felt love in my heart and telling me that my friend Jameson was the one for me the one that got away he was the first guy who treated me so different as a girl there was always something about him that makes me go on butterflies the one who ask me if i'm fine for me he's one of the rarest person that i met in my life and if we were on a different world or different places all i can say i've loved him very much and that's coming very deeply in my precious heart i remembered it was June 22 2023 i hugged him and he hugged me back at that time i felt something that i never felt before it was my first time being hugged by a guy and it was very different like something hits hard at that moment i wished it never ended while you're hugging me you were listening 21 guns by Green Day which is one of my favorite song by them for me i never cared if your average smart and if you like somebody else for me you were fine and if i only say this words that's been stucking on my head everytime i see you i wanna breakdown and cry into your arms and say that even if i leave you even if i'm far away i will always love you and i always choose you till the end and i will be here for you as always anytime a few months later he always asks me to go eat lunch i say yeah sure little did he know he's cute every time he eats his shy face of his was very rare to see maybe it's for my eyes only he notice that i was looking at him very much Jameson smiled so your just gonna watch me eat my lunch and yet here you are just watching or staring at me while i eat deliciously i laughed oh you i'm not looking at you i look away but my eyes can't stop looking at him he chuckled seriously aren't you gonna eat geez if you collapsed i'll be bringing you to the cleanic for sure so you better eat up i replied to his words i'm not hungry thank you eat well as he keeps eating it seems like he wants to say something and he suddenly speak so aren't you gonna say something to me at that time he drinks his water and flipped his hair i was stunned i laughed no i don't have nothing to say he looks around ohh ok  everytime when's there's a event at school he always ask me to go and to see Jameson perform i rushed to see his performance i thought i would missed it but i wasn't late i see him running towards me glad you make it he smiles he looks so happy to see me i said of course i wouldn't miss your performance i mean of course i'll support you

It was on the last month of december 2022 i promised myself not to fall in love or have a crush to others but it all changed since 2023 arrives it was the time on january i'm having a mixed feeling for my ex lover or ex crush but unexpectedly he became my best close and trusted friend i know it's weird but we forgive each other on the past everything was doing so well we talked on school and even asks me on break time and then he falls in love or have a crush on the popular girl in our class of course i'll support him but by any chances he never confess or tell to her how he feel after january of course it was february 14 i celebrated my birthday with my family only kinda sad right but fun he never chatted or greeted me a happy birthday until the next day february 15 2023 he was on the mall i chased him and asks him to go on a arcade to play basketball he said yes of course it's my treat the more i spend more time with him the more my feelings grow i don't know if he feels the same maybe yeah maybe i don't know well school is school at i take it very easy sometimes we even flirt with each other which is as close friends well he's not that guy friend who always asks if i'm fine or not he is just cold normal that's it and i'm always worried as always i don't even what to say sometimes or speak but i've never told him that i liked him again because we we're both buddies it was the time month of may oops this is a time skip now school is almost ending and my big sister asks me to join to go or pray to the catholic church i was like seriously why are you dragging me to this she told me if i did'nt came i'll be acting like a maid in the house like following orders only going to church is my freedom church and school and family forced me to join ocassions i've never thought i would be falling for some guys a knights guys who serves on the church on my first time i was just kidding but when it took so long i've been in love again or have a crush again it is weird but yeah i'm still praying of course it's just  i didn't know what to say or do and yeah i became friends with them they are so kind and good looking and that guy ruined my life being traumatized by all of the love that I had in my heart