The Green Flag

Encounter

It's time of Christmas eve when everyone is enjoying the eve i was feeling as if there is no one around me, the crowd were going crazy from the music coming from the artists on stage.

I was there with my so called friends who always calls me when they want something from me. My inner self knew that it's all fake but i had no one, so I decided to go with them.

When everything seemed meaningless i saw her! It was as if all the music stopped, The crowd disappeared from my sight! What i saw is her dancing spreading her beauty like the sakura.

Suddenly an idiot bumped onto me and i lost her from my sight, i looked for her everywhere but wasn't able to find her in the crowd.

Then an idiotic creatures from my group came to the point why they wanted to come at the carnival, they started approaching girls in pairs of two they seemed so cheap when they started doing this things, one if them asks me to join him but when i denied they started giving me looks.

After that i went to find something to eat, the second best thing in the carnival was food i ate so much i can't even remember, they were all so good I can't put it in words.

When we were about to leave a guy in my group pointed his fingers towards a girl and it was her the one again time stopped and I felt the breeze i asked him can I approach her but then they were like she is out of your league, you can't even talk to girls far from approaching.

Then suddenly i felt the urge after many hesitations i finally decided to approach her i tried to make it as casual as possible but my nervousness was on peak i couldn't decide what should i say.

She was carrying herself so well and i kind of felt like i am seeing the embodiment of perfection in her, her eyes her smile everything seemed so good no one could compete in the crowd, I thought this feeling is mine alone and i was getting nervous.

So, finally i was standing behind her i turned my social mode on and said " excuse me if you're comfortable can i have a second of your "
She said yes! Why not
With a little hesitation i said you seem really cute, i know its kind of fishy but if want to have a little chat with me can i have you social handle with a big only if.

She gave me her social media while saying I don't usually share my social media but whatever.
And we parted our ways while saying it was nice talking you .

After that i was looking into stores for some merchandise for my room i saw her again but this time i didn't want to come in her view as i was overthinking, i thought she might feel uncomfortable if she see me again in that short moment of time. So, i was hiding in crowd to get out of her sight.

When o checked my phone i was shocked i got messages from a lot of my old friends. Even from the first and last person i went on date with never got to a second date though so in short never been in relationship.

Its sad but its good at the same time, my friends ask me how its possible you have everything one wants how can you be single. To be honest i don't know may be i am somewhat a nut job in others eye but i am kind of an old school lover.

I always dreamed of walking in the sea side while holding the hands of that person but the person in my dreams never had a face its always blurry and blanked face.

Now i am out of carnival it was too cold outside it was mid night and i was fucked because i came in just a half sleeve shirt i know i was flexing a little muscles there but to be honest i don't know what to do now i started my bike and headed towards home.