The Green Flag

The text

It was morning again, but I didn't even sleep last night. I mean how could i was so fucking confused with my life at that point a day ago i had no one to even talk to and now when i finally found someone I can't even muster the courage to text.

To be honest i was fucking scared! I started overthinking imagining every possible scenario. I didn't know what to text first i thought I should send a normal "hi" or "hi there", then i thought she is so beautiful she must be getting so many of these messages do i stand a chance!!!

Then after an hour of overthinking i opened my laptop and started typing with the speed of I don't know may be 150 words per min, i found few good approaches online but i wasn't confident with them. Then i opened AI and asked it for advice but wasn't able to get anywhere, i was getting anxious then suddenly my phone buzzed!

It was an old friend of mine she started teasing me out of nowhere, she said "dude good choice", i be like what how the fuck she knows!

After few minutes I realised that i had a mutual with that girl and it was her, and the good part is she pitched for me without even me asking. She even told me I shouldn't think to much, she is really sweet in nature, she said "go talk to her but don't you dare break her heart", my honest  reaction was bro look at me seriously look at me!! Reverse could be possible but that is just hypothetical.

So, i finally texted "hi there! For starters i am so sorry,if i made you uncomfortable in anyway yesterday"

Boom my anxiety was on its peak! So, i brought myself together and headed towards gym but i can't help but wonder about her all time. A friend my mine where is your head brother when i almost killed my self under 100kg bench!

Then suddenly my phone buzzed!!!
It's her text finally! I can feel at ease.

She was too nice! And the texting cycle begins..
I even dropped short cute videos in between conversations to spice it up daily morning and good night greetings. All the small things that could make her special.

Texting her was like touching the utopia, far yet satisfying!

I asked her every little things, sometimes tricky things to make her stay interested just to make her mine!

Finally after 2 weeks of greetings and getting to know about her is over i finally asked her out but didn't know where should i be take her!

So, i started texting her what place would be most comfortable for us to meet and just at that moment she answered before even me asking she texted. She said" let's go to a temple" dude i was like what just happened!

It's like i never expected someone to say that and to be honest i am not that spiritual. And i haven't visited one from like six months or so may be its a sign and may be its just a coincidence but you know what i am going and my curiosity is to high for me to think it's like i am finally meeting her!

My inner self is dancing like crazy!!!